I've written you a
hundred message
that'll I'll never send
and made you poems
that I'll never show

I didn't wanna fall inlove
Not at all, but at some point
you smiled and I blew it

What if I told you how I felt ?
My life would turned out differently
What If I told you I love you ?
You might love me to
What If I told you I care?
You might do aswell
What if I told you all these things?
You could be mine and our hearts
would collide
But I distant my heart
because I know it will hurt
Only if I did but I kept it all inside
And It's like a poison that eats me alive
and It repeats all over again everyday
until I won't speak out

I fell hard
and hurt
myself

Kept memories in dreams
Was silent every time
Words wasn't enough
What feared eyes had said

The hidden doors beside the unsaid Knows
The broken laughs and the feared eyes knows
Felt pain and joy knows

Sadness knows
Only if
Only If I said
Only if....

I would sleep with
you in my dreams
rather than awake
without you in my life

You touch me
without using
your hands