I feel alive. I feel alright
But what is right?
My chest never felt this tight
I can’t breathe but i might

I might as well die
Grasping for air, i need more
Before i close my eyes
Just one more time
And i will die

Die with sadness intertwined
Juxtaposed with over reacting
I need wine to feel fine
I can’t breathe but let it be

I can’t breathe
I’m going to die

We were kissing each other and I stopped to appreciate him. He asked why, “Nothing” i replied. But his lips curled up that it popped a dimple before it became a smile. I smiled back and kissed him on his forehead down to his right cheek and back to his lips.

Deep inside I was talking to him heart to heart, lips on each others lips, touch by touch, side by side cuddling each other. I never had the guts to tell him why. Even when i asked him the morning after, i didn't managed to say the words i have been keeping all night. I made an excuse, to not make it awkward. The most stupidest thing I have ever done.

Tell me how one does simply forget about the little things that does not matter to others but meant a lot for you?

The year is slowly coming to an end
All i can think of is how that night ended
A month once the clock ticks twelve
Will these feelings be ever reciprocated
Or it will forever be one sided

Dear dear, Oh my dear.
Shed more tears for the coming year.
Feelings feelings what are they.
I have nothing to say but, stay.
Slowly fading away feelings,
What are they?

Let’s stop this madness that you only want me when you are bored.
I want you out of my life you did nothing good.

You made me have false assumptions through your ever changing behaviour
And you have the audacity of turning tables just because things are not in your favour

The Devil was once an Angel indeed
The good deeds i have done does not mean anything to a cruel man

Everything seems meaningless and a laughing stock
I should have known that, you and your hidden agendas was the greatest barrier between us

The more the merrier you say
But what if i tell you that most must go and one should stay and if i say i shall stay
Will you let me or say you don’t want me?

Forget me not i tell you but you already walked away holding another woman’s hands
And it does not bother you that i stand
Watching you walk out of my life