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  Dec 2017 Nicole Whitticar
She Writes
Your lips tell the simplest of lies
How much you love me
I’m beautiful in your eyes
How gullible can one be

I’ve forgiven before
I’ll forgive again
always coming back for more
Perhaps I live for the pain

Why can’t I just say no
Pack up my things
Finally let go
Stretch out my wings

My brain tells the simplest of lies
I need you, without you I’ll die

T.E.
  Dec 2017 Nicole Whitticar
Simon Soane
Jigsaw puzzles completed
when you're around,
Rubix Cubes done instantly
as you speak your sounds,
you guide me through a crossword, cryptic
or not,
I can work out any sum
and untangle every knot;
by your side it's easy, you engender all my see,
you're simply amazing
and a place I want to be.
  Dec 2017 Nicole Whitticar
Stephan


If you were the earth
and I were the moon
I'd shine night and day
so maybe real soon

Before very long
I would be the one
That you would look for
instead of the sun
Nicole Whitticar Dec 2017
People will tell you what to say, and tell you what to do
But when it comes to feeling- that choice is up to you
The demons within me from past events turned cold give
A twist to this exterior of gold.
See things are not always rays of sun seeping through my skin
I have been burned from second hand sin- and although this
Baggage is a lot to unpack, when laid out in sight it portrays who
I really am.
I am the daughter of an addict, and a victim of assault but these things, they
Have made me, built and sculpted from head to toe and have planted
The roots that never fail to grow-
I never once thought that a bad seed would sprout something new, but
I was proved wrong as I watched how I grew.
And as I grew, I witnessed from the inside looking out that the things from the
Past cannot define you unless you give them the power to,
We are all victims of a crime, but how would that end, if we all took
Our hand and chopped it off instead?
We must not blame ourselves for what we cannot control, but give credit
Where it is due and thank yourself for making it through-
These darkened days that some call home, because not everyone
Makes it out to say- I am stronger than I was before.
He is two -
Like a vinyl record--
he has an 'A' side
and a 'B' side;
guess which one
I love to listen to,
on repeat,
over,
and over,
again?

He is two -
Like cuttlery--
A knife
and a fork -
one is sharp
and cuts deep,
and one picks me up;
guess which one
I love to spoon?

He is two -
Both,
the sun,
and the moon;
and I,
... well,
I was doomed
from the beginning,
just like a shooting star;
guess which one
I fell for?

By Lady R.F. (C)2017
Nicole Whitticar Nov 2017
It was a long time coming- you and I
The cards had it written out, and planted in the stars
Were the reasons why.
Someone of the same nature, but never did I see just how
Special you came to be-
With constant banter and a shoulder to use at
Your expense, I never thought I could see this as
A           romance
Maybe this dream is too big for the both of us, indeed.
Or maybe love isn't what we writers make it out to be.
All I know is that this world we both live in would seem
A lot smaller, simpler, less time consuming if I could spend
It at your side- however, ideal is not practical and I have made
It more than clear that I see you as a friend, never a companion
Or someone dear.
So, as I bid this oath to rest, let my final words detach as dandelion
Petals do; and make a story of us somewhere new
Nicole Whitticar Nov 2017
t
Evidently I am writing to you again and hoping you will
Never receive this letter, but
Something that is also very apparent is that I have a hard time
Keeping to myself the words that pour from me, and do you want to
Know why? Because, I have lost too many people and have witnessed people
Lose loved ones- last words are crucial, so I make a point to speak my
Mind as soon as the words come to mind; because no one knows when
Someone's last breathe will be.
I want the people I love to know that I love them.
I want you to know that I loved you and still do, and will continue to as long
As I live.
You were my first and you gave me so much more than anything physical could attest to.
My first nervous text
My first heart shaped pizza
My first meal cooked together (sorta)
My first valentine's day celebrated right
My first hammock kiss
My first walk in the river fiasco
My first period guide
My first, "you get to meet my whole family, are you ready?"
My first realization that, "wow, he truly loves me."

I know what you are thinking. These things are pretty ordinary, and
Somewhat lame; but I loved this boy with every bone in my body and
I will write about it until it goes out of style because I have not experienced
Anything like it since, and I am starting to believe that is why it's called
Magic.
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