A good place to start
I don't know where it will end
But I know it will

If you're wondering
Where I am; remember
where did you leave me?

Stick me in the ground
Cover my body with dirt
My soul won't be saved

There is a monster inside of me,
It takes all I have to contain.
It has hurt me, It has lied to me,
It has taken control of my brain
Lurking in my head silently
It waits to inflict It's pain

I live so close to train tracks
It would be so easy
To just take a rest
And be rid of this world
I never asked for life
I've only begged for death
But what of the people
Whom I've crossed paths with
If I could only explain
The pain in my mind
Festering from birth
Consuming my life
Maybe they would be okay
Maybe I will be okay