the Subconscious is so
much Stronger than
the Conscious
Yet, we continue
to War

Constant changing
of winds and minds and ideas.
Worry
nesting in my bones and thinning my thighs.
Love
blowing through our open mouths and burrowing
deep deep into my soul.
Hurt
in the most raw form
when your mind is cloudy and I care too much.
The end is so worth it
but the journey might eat me alive.

Loving someone who doesn't love themself
is a constant reminder
that bliss and pain are one and the same.

I shut my eyes
                         I hold my breath
Jaws clenched
                         Nervous Mind
I expect a lesson



                    Instead, pull out confusion.
In an unwanted explosion of emotions.

10:57 pm . Monday 9th March, 2015.

Drooping slowly

Yet Refusing to shut

They spring right back open

Wide as if shocked!

How she works diligently

Forgoing tranquility

Tell me now, that it'll be okay,
Tell me somehow, we'll find a way,
Tell me it isn't a one way street,
Tell me, please tell me, crossed roads will meet