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Dec 2016 · 473
Bad News
Nemo W Dec 2016
Air is filled with the stale breath left by a minute passed.
Sobs caress the sound waves like soft feathers.
Writhing in the pain placed in your mind.
Ears feeling deceived hum with unrelenting white noise.
Visage blushed with confusion and depleting tolerance.
Tingling from head to toe, hurt stretching to every part of the body.
Thoughts roaming to dark places, a moment of insanity.
Wishing you were anywhere but here.
Dec 2016 · 199
Desire
Nemo W Dec 2016
Rip out my heart.
Punch holes in my chest.
Tear flesh apart.
**** pupils with needles
Crumble bone to dust.
Then leave me to rest.
Dec 2016 · 196
Breathe Steady
Nemo W Dec 2016
My fingers burn at the tips
At the sight a flutter of heart
Itching for a taste
Just a little
Please?

No
No you can't
You must be strong
Turn away and then calm your heart
Soothe your fingers; feel the cool.

Oh, indeed how you will struggle
You will surely feel the lingering pull
You will feel sad
But proud of
Courage.

Strength
You have it
You have shown it
You carried on when missus temptation kissed
Now breathe steady; wait for incoming.
Dec 2016 · 566
Curiosity Killed the Teen
Nemo W Dec 2016
So I'm hanging
Clutching onto the edge to save myself
A part of me wants to let go so I can experience the drop.
But others urge me to hold on.
My hands hurt..
A cramp in my baby finger,
A strain in my palms.
It's hard, I've never really been one to be physical.
But this takes all my strength.
At anytime my curiosity could make the best of me.
At anytime I could let go and be fine with it.
But others tell me not to, to just keep trying.
But it's hard.
Dec 2016 · 221
My Dream
Nemo W Dec 2016
Walking around in mist
the forest, now an ocean.
So deep, so frightening.
The creatures invite me in,
so i go.

The ocean is red.
Why is it red?
Dazed, i look around.
Holding my breath.
Scared.

When i look down, i know.
All the faded, healed marks-
they're now open and gushing.
Such a beautiful scarlet.
So horribly lovely.

Why didn't i notice?
Why didn't it hurt?
I'm freaking out?
Is this my end?
Why?
Dec 2016 · 286
Madam Darkness
Nemo W Dec 2016
Madame Darkness,
Why does your ***** press hard against mine?
Why does your word linger in my ear?
Why does your fingers trace shapes on my heart?
Why do you taint my eyes so that i might not see?
Why do you laugh at my struggle yet coddle me when i obey?
Why does your love fall upon me?
Why must it be me?

I wish for love- true
but not from the Queen of Night.
Nemo W Dec 2016
The ***** that lies inside is tainted.
Pulsing black ink through my every vein.
Intoxicating my brain - unholy being.
Obsidian eyes.
I will breathe plague.
My only friend is shroud.
Skin so cracked from the dry and cold.
Crashing into Angels.
I am a Demon.
Dec 2016 · 809
We are chemicals
Nemo W Dec 2016
Emotions are chemicals.

Are we drawn up simply by scientific means?
Do we actually control ourselves?
Can we have a say of what resolves in our own minds?

Dopamine,Oxytocin,Serotonin.
This is what determines your happiness and sadness.

Are we simply masses of cells that are just dying to live?
Do we really have a clue what living is?
We are cells, tissues, chemicals.

Is that it?
Can this be all?
Can fate be determined by your efficiency in creating
and releasing these chemicals?
Dec 2016 · 304
Revolting
Nemo W Dec 2016
Crunch, gnaw, slurp, gulp, grinding.

Disgusting.

Why must we sustain by eating other organisms?
Our body lusts for sustenance.
Disturbingly obscene.

We mash what we have into tiny parts to be swallowed,
and dissolved in the acid of our abdomen.
We glutton and hoard what we don't need much of,
indulging in what we should view as sad.

We envelop too much and that sustenance once used to sustain,
is depleting our life battery, our mass grows making us not accepted by our own kind.

The process is foul,nauseating,gruesome.

Is this why i hate eating?
Dec 2016 · 512
The Porch
Nemo W Dec 2016
There she is,
Sitting on the steps of the back porch.
It's the time of day when birds head home to nest,
the sun is dying down- a candle burnt to wick.
She's all alone, staring at the tree that rustles softly in the wind.
It would be quiet, except that the music in her headphones-
Blaring.
She's crying.
Droplets of feeling sliding down her face.
Her sobs make hardly a sound, yet her eyes are full of the deepest sadness.
Even on a beautiful night like this, she weeps.
It's been like this for years.
Crying, sobbing, weeping.
It's all the same.
The sadness surrounds her.

To her the world is a blur.
nothing has meaning, she tries everything.
Anything to feel something other than sadness.
The knife holds no threshold over the absolute sorrow,
yet she can find solace in it.
It won't be long until death takes her, or an even more forceful
human family pushes to help her.
She's dangling by a thread,
but human morality won't let her cut that last string.
Dec 2016 · 233
Spun Sweet
Nemo W Dec 2016
spun sweet
but mislead is she
******* up and spitting out
her life'
watching the falling leaves
tears streaming
heart aching
simply wishing to be free

heart true
but look how blue
wandered and lost
her smile
stretched far and few
love losing
strength fading
wanting something new
Dec 2016 · 169
Spiral Notebook #1
Nemo W Dec 2016
my heart flutters
at the thought of you
my blood boils under my skin
my head spins
my vision is blurry
my adrenaline runs through
my veins like the way
you swiftly move
across my skin
caress me softly
whisk my sorrows away

— The End —