We bonded over god
We kept each other sane
I decided to go a little deeper and then everything changed?
what happened?

We swore to change the world
We were going to fix religion
No one would stop us
but the only thing to change was your mind
What happened?

You were my best friend
but you died and got replaced
Same body, same soul,
What changed?
what happened?

different time, different place... i guess
but you changed so suddenly
i randomly committed blasphemy?
what happened

you lost your mind
but i guess you got hers
we were all good friends
but i was a heretic?
or did you become fanatic?
what happened?

we knew i wouldn't change
we knew id stay the same
the only question to me is
what happened?

I love to hang topside down
It creates a false smile on my face
Reversing my frown
to put me in a better place

You make this unnecessary
You give help me to make that grin
Even though I'm very wary
You still make my head spin

I smile that lie
and laugh falsely
You give a disapproving eye
but never lash at me

The world has made mistakes
it has its own errors
I do my best to forget and forgive
but its just a new way to live

Her sky blue
His dull hazel
My demon green
Every pair a mere reflection
Or window to the pain

Her eyes show her death wish
Avoiding my gaze with quick swish
of her hair.  Those blue eyes
They tell us no lies

His eyes show the hidden dejection
They show a fear of rejection
Those hazels dulled now
Always forcing mine to bow

My eyes the demonic curse
I couldnt think of anything worse
They twist the world
To an image i could behold

We three friends
Three pairs of eyes
Three types of pain
Three prisoners who want to be free

Only the night
Lets me to go fight
Lets her go to the knife
and will let him have a life

These dying eyes
We each despise
They give us away
They always betray

The false glee
Revealing the desire to be free

i hid my face
i was a disgrace
i was the oddball
i hated the hall

you saw that i was hurt
you came and helped me
i was a crude and short
you gave me a taste of free

free of fears
free of the bully
free of conformity
free of tears

you became my brother
a quiet protector
you kept away what i hated
even if you were a lil twisted

you cared
you helped
you supported
you heard

there is no way
i could repay
all the things you did
so all i can say is thank you

I look into the mirror
and recoil in pure horror
A monster stares back at me
Hating everything I see

And see the scars you inspired
It was all about the love you required
I don't see what it was
I don't see what you saw

You lied to me
You said I made you happy
You said we would be together
It was going to be for forever

I fill with anger and hit the wall
I see it now, the reason to appall
My face, my acne, my twisted image
I look at all the baggage

I look into that reflection
I  am suddenly filled with new conviction
I start to carve at,
I start to slice off the fat

I smile as I see the blood
I laugh at the piled flesh
I know that it ruins that twisted image
But you are gone, you have left

The twisted image
The pure idea
The love I felt
The pain I feel

There is no more me
That silly image
that made this *******
Only you ,who begged me to stay, can set me free

We sat there
we were a happy little pair
I could always make you smile
even though i had to try for awhile

Then she came along
we both knew it was wrong
i quickly lost what i hard worked to gain
I ignored the look of pain
in your eyes
I feel like i severed our ties

You are my best friend
From when we first met
And then the world turned
I started to ignore when you would fret

I paid less attention to your wants
I simply concentrated on my desires
I care bout you still
I will try harder if ,permit me, you will
I am riddled in the scars of my errors and my failures
Being your friend was my greatest success

But I let the world turn
and i watched yours burn

and if you will let me
I could help to set you free

Let the pain rain down on me
Let it hurt like falling from the tree
that we would talk from while we hunted
You were my idol but now im scared
You were my father but now your gone
Your a faded image
A miserable mirage

You arent the man i was born too
All you ever do
is make me want to hurt
You call me failure
You call me mistake
You call me all the things i already know

I tried to be positive
I tried to set an example
I tried, I tried, I tried,
But I always come up short
I always made an error

I was once bound to thinking you perfect
But now I am Free