I've met people
without arms
or feet
or eyes
or teeth
but then i met you
and saw something worse.
i never would have thought
you'd be someone,
without a heart

what can i say, except happy.



mine started after the solstice really,

it seemed to make more sense, yet



i will go along with the rest today, say happy.



we should say happy everyday.



i think it is a thread that runs level,

while the bad and joyous stuff, is

another, you know like those

graphs we did at school.

anyway, enough of the philosophy,

whille wind blows clear

outside.



happy new year.



sbm.

How much longer will this petty game continue?
It was clear I still needed you after my farewell
And it's persisted until the present;
Today I miss you
Like man underwater grasping for air
A desire with no real intention beside perceiving what it means to be alive
You see, there is no hope in you and I
For I am the flower, and you are the stem

Come back.
I want you to come back,
Miss me like I miss You,
I wish everything fell in place,
Like it was earlier,
Those memories we've had,
Are the best ever,
I keep thinking about,
The days we were together,  
All the gifts You gave me,
The cute letters You wrote,
I want You by my side,
I miss the times we spent,
The long phone calls,
Exchanging cute smiles,
I want You to hold my hand,
Kiss my forehead,
And tell me You'll be there,
Forever and Always,
But I just keep hoping,
Even though I know,
We're never getting back.

Will
the magic,
the tenderness,
the caring
still be there
when next
we meet again?

Has
too much
damage
been done
to this heart
of mine
to let me love
freely--
as in the past?

I think
this time
I will
venture
slowly
into this
relationship
called Love.
I will
remain alert
and wary
for any signs
of wear--
and if in fact
I find
that my heart
cannot be
repaired
then
I will
transplant
myself
into a state
of unviewed
emotions
and vow
to never again
fall for this
journey
we call Love.

I do not fear the earth I tread
Beneath these darkened skies
My quest is to walk in honesty
Escaping deciet and lies
Each day I am reminded
By this challenge of mine
It's like scaling the highest mountain
That man will ever climb.