Have you ever noticed that politicians are always ******* out of their mouths? What exactly are they saying? Buddha, Lao Tzu, Jesus all said simply, pay attention and try not to **** from your mouths. Clearly, something got lost in translation.
I have quit deciding who I am. It's too late to worry about it. Now I pay more attention to what I do. Time is running out. The deck is stacked against me. It is nearly impossible to consider the world and yourself at the same time. Close your eyes and try it. When they open your children will be grown and you will have missed your life. Thought itself is suspect. What do thoughts bring but mystery and worries. Better the empty-headed monk scribbling poems to nothingness than the cranky scholar insisting on unimportant truths. The deck is certainly stacked against the scholar. I haven't decided about the monk. I guess the question is what to do next I believe I will take a nap and hope for a vision. That seems a great compromise. Nothing is stacked against naps except time which matters not as we are only here for a moment. After I wake up I'll invent a new calendar so that the world slows down and there is more time to kiss your forehead and keep you safe. ~mce
I saw you in my dreams again the first time in months I guess my dreams no longer know you like I do They still crave your presence and welcome your smile Back when your arms never felt hollow before our smiles faded and promises became harder to follow My dreams no longer acknowledge that world they have chosen to forgive you because I never could All along I just needed to forgive myself So I no longer blame you for the things that could not be changed I'll bite my lip and never speak these words and instead, **I will see you in my dreams.