In the silence I found him waiting.
He sat there amongst the daisies, and greeted me
As if we had not seen each other for an eternity.
And an eternity it has been.
As we walked along the grassy field he spoke softly to me
Reminding me that this too shall pass.
That time is but an instant,
That love is unconditional and eternal.
He told me not to fear the silence,
Wherever there is not a noise, he will be there.
So I turn inwards into the silence in my heart,
And find comfort in his arms around me.
He is but a dream, a glimmer off the window pane,
But he walks alongside me today.
Each time my heart cries out, he quiets my tears and reminds me of his love.
A love that will not die, fade or falter.
" Trust in me, and I will guide you"
So I take his hand.
In the daylight I cannot see him, but I feel him.
His presence as mine, his palms cupping my heart when the pain is too much to bear.
He will lead me through this.
Across the storm and back into that perfect place.
If I surpass this, I surpass the world.
I have not abandoned faith, but found it laying where I last thought to look.
Tonight I will see him again,
in the darkness of my room,
there he will teach me all the things I already know
That the strenght I need is within myself.
Copyright Monica Figueroa 2012
Original penned Sep 2009
The original footnote to this poem read :
"As much as it pains me, I know this pain is neccesary.
Within out the rain, there can be no flowers.
Without the distance, my heart will never know how deeply our love flows. "
Thematically this is a poem of loss love, hope, and the belief of soulmates.