daylight diminishes with each passing day, golden sunlight bathes the early evenings with a subtle scent of warmth. I trust that you are well.
snow begins to fall; it collects over the garden like antique film. memories reorganize like the seasons. i watch the garden through a gap in white curtains and become buried in the hibernation of ferns. my mind can be sleeping and seeing. withering velvet, muffled songs underground. december light reclaims resonant summer heat, it echoes in blank pastel sky like a church bell.
of all the many things in the little garden, i regard the ferns the most. planted in my youth, we watch each other grow. like an old friend, i talk to the darling ferns in my head about your memory.
coiled in fractal spirals, scenes gradually unfurl across the garden expanse in antediluvian ecologic masterpieces. whispering buds relax their clenched fists in sunken earth and seek to taste light. they capitulate when exposed to touch, bowing in my thoughts.
your green eyes captivate me; leaves that glow from within. the colors stretch and soak in the sun, clairvoyant crystal gaze. i see him in them, prophetic underclothing. the garden expands and hooks to the fabric of the curtains, flickering from winter to spring.
i have not seen another person in months. i am not in the garden, the garden is me. him. leaves swell with my breath, growing and shrinking like the stars.
frank memories - dancing in the kitchen, making pasta. pine trees out the window. isolation, coloring sheets, reading together. playing chess,