I removed my being from the depths of her warmth,

delved in deeper yet again...

a relentless tightness like I've never felt before.

My hands grew icy cold

as I looked into her unmoving eyes.

a single tear rolling toward her cheek...

Dead she was...

I was compelled to make the final push,

always finish what you start.

I composed myself, lit a cigarette...

hollered to the producer to call an ambulance and roll tape.

Another good swig of Jack Daniels and I continued...

Lament
Lament for my ****
Sore and crucified
I seek to know you
Acquiring soulful wisdom
You can open walls of mystery
Stripshow... (Jim Morrison)

I am not a poet
i certainly know it
but these rhymes in my head
i must write them...and show it

on this site
there are beautiful words
they come from the minds
of those ..such as yours

poems are beautiful
they may make you cry
the rhymes that i write
you'll ask yourself why

i'm a big fan of seuss
the dr. of who's
does it show very much
or no..such luck

i love to read what you people write
your words are sound
your words are bright

maybe someday...i can do the same
but in the meantime...i've something to say
i know the difference between the varities
poems and odes and lyrical remedies

i love all that you write
keep up the good work
i'll start leaving comments
on superior work.....

my work is dark
and dreary too
i will write something special
just for you.......

you'll know when you see it...
it will be sad and blue
on wings of a dove
without the dark hue.....

what makes you a poet
i do not know
but the thoughts we all write
are certainly true
of love and brutality
and thing's that are cruel

i see many styles...amongst all these pages
none like my own....god somebody save us
i'm tryin my best....it's all new to me
i'm digging much deeper...you probably see

in case your wondering...i must tell you this
i miss dr suess and his lickity split
but something is real....i know for a fact...
i am but a man
who does like green eggs...with bacon not ham.......

January 15th 1947;

Asteroid Juno viewed in the night sky

for the first time in 40 years... seen by thousands.

Elizabeth Smart steps out for the night.

looks to the sky, sees  the trailing light.

she shivers a bit at the wonderful sight...

Unfortunately;

not a soul, seen Elizabeth get brutally murdered...

The Black Dahlia

was cut in two,

a rose laying next to her,

splayed to view...

A tidal wave of questions

still rocks L.A

people want answers

why the killer got away...

i

The inner sanctum of my mind
is sick and twisted locked in time
thoughts run ramped, congealed and sour
I'm lost among you...

ii

A darkened realm of oblivion
a door to nowhere, to many keys
wrong choices, chaotic voices
a dead man strolling a black rose garden...

iii

You live your life, the wife, the cash
I live in fear of death, drowning, electrocution
a cutters way from rafters sway
you can find it, any given day...

iv

The pain, the sadness
the empty shell
life is sometimes a living hell
a little deeper and blood will flow...

v

Come what may on dismal ears
live your granted time, full of fears
staggering through with thoughts of mayhem
hold yourself in contempt...

vi

Why harm myself, I find that strange
inflict on others my hate and rage
I wont cut you, not at all
I'll drive it deep to the hilt...

vii

Walk among the fearful masses
a killer born every minute
I pulled the number
lucky me...

Kudos to your "*****" you crazy little *****

while you **** your tenth husband, without even giving him a kiss

He knew the drill, he knew the score

but "oh" how he wanted you, you nasty little *****



No worries now, you have him forever more,

for his dying, shriveled carcass...you can now always adore

I know girl, your always on the hunt

strutting all your stuff and that ***** little .......



how many poor husbands, do you really need

open your legs wider, they're lining up for you my queen

you know that hour glass, bright red that's on your back

attract another husband so you can **** him in the sack

they all start come a running when they see that glistening crack

oh yes my dear you'll listen, i'm giving you some flack

you live up to your name, when you find another mate

**** him then you **** him, just to clean off your ***** slate



It's funny though, while you give hubby his last ****

you really are pretending, as though your going to gently ****

do you get your rocks off, before you take his life

do you even care if he had a ******* wife



your time is going to come....and take you by surprise

you may find a gay black widow, with black and shiny eyes

she will woo... you gently and... whisper in your ear

as she drives her **** venom straight up your ******* rear...

I tighten your chain, between shackle and floor,

kissing your lips, for it's you I adore.

pulling the table tight to your waist,

I'll allow you some dinner, but only a taste...

Now that we've eaten, it's time for desert,

the heart of your flower is where I revert.

your redolence is musty, it smells quite used,

As I take your love, your mind I abuse...

The chain pulls taught, as you're bent over my lap,

I start slapping your ***, much more than a tap.

you start to whimper, as your wetness curtails,

I throw you to the floor, and your wrists I now nail...

Crimson red... pools on the floor,

as you tear your flesh, watching the gore.

as I drive deeper into the warmth of your slice,

I unleash my seed, instilling new life...

Stop your screaming, as I pull out the nails,

you've run your course, true love prevails.

I met you tonight, as pretty as can be,

now clotted and congealed, you're just right for me...

Take this black rose, as a memory of our date,

for our encounter, has sealed your fate.

was it good for you...or was it too lame?

next time you blind date, Google his name...

Worn and broken with not a tear left,

your eyeliner ran, there's sweat on your chest.

removing your blindfold, you look at my eyes,

you're right in your guess, the devil's alive...

You tease me softly as not to please
my mind it melts from extruding ******

A torture chamber in my brain
your words to me leave ***** stain

From your mind I can't abstain
my darkened soul has yet to Drain

A dismal fate that love ignores
impossible grace, from ***** chores

The one you seek is spoken for
she points a finger, theirs the door

You return in the dead of night
you know you shouldn't, your mind you fight

Broken vows are not a choice
you refrain from evil voice

You slip back into your deep dark past
stepping over your heart, it's beat it's last...

i'm from new haven
don't care for it much
gunfire is common...with the kids in a bunch
i heard the cracks...of nines everyday
the police could not stop it...anyway
one cold winter night ...in the midst of december
i saved the life of a kid who was limber
i heard five shots...and went to the window
saw nothing at first...and then saw....the teen rolling in pain
the look on his face ..oh so vain
i put my finger.......in the hole in his chest
put my knee on his legs to keep him at rest
while all this time..waiting for new havens best
late that summer...as i worked on my car.....
a voice rang out...was from afar....
he said your the one...that helped me survive
the one i will thank for the rest of my life......
two weeks later..as i lay in my bed
the store down stairs...was robbed yet again
the crack of the gun...yes here we go once more
was a 380...bullet that came through the floor....
it lodged in my mattress ......gods honest truth
i always will have the  horrible truth
today it's a necklace i wear on my neck....
to remind me of new haven
and why i left.......

Darkness

so dark...

I can't breath

I can't. I can't...

extend my arms,

that noise

that god awful

scratching noise.

there's something,

something crawling

on me,

my God

I'm In a box,

Those are...

rats

rats trying to get in.

and spiders

on me,

so many spiders

did I die?

is this purgatory?

get them off of me

I need air...

that scratching

that...

She wears a cameo

Pendent around her neck.

of her departed mother

above her breast...



Forever near her heart,

etched in stone,

love never lost,

or shall she be alone...

Golden lochs gently kiss her shoulders
in a mass of beautifully divine color
a peaceful solitude floats above her
smiles wide bringing her to that special place...

The most beautiful translucent blue eyes
piercing, tranquil, like ice on fire
blessed she be...gorgeous
look into her eyes deeply...

Appears the hint of deviousness
devotion, delicate, empowering
Heart to give she strives to live
devoid of that dream state happiness...

I once got lost in those beautiful eyes
taken in like a hellfire vortex
liquid blue mystery, sapphire times two
extruding sweetness and bleeding hope...

Live,love, laugh wrapped into one
I've seen her in action.leading the fun
does she exist in more than my mind
certainly this Goddess is more than a dream

For now you all know her name....is Christine...

Your razor wit
slices the air
an unleashed firestorm
of degrading expression...

Words that mutilate the soul
my very existence
the essence of my being
you've poured gas on my love...

You stand
match in hand
consuming me, devouring
taunting, annihilating...

****** my mind
my body, my soul
throw the match coward
I'll see you in hell...

Even in the darkest beast, one can find beauty.
If they look through the eyes of love.
Seeking a fading light, just out of reach
as the heavens reign from above.

Too soon, two souls become one,
While two hearts are left longing.
Darkness melds upon two minds
they're chemistry is haunting.

A connection so strong it spans the distance.
Feelings are so real,
one can feel the others touch.
Yet both their hearts will heal.

The realm of desire turns to ash
as the moon sets low upon us.
to need you so bad and not to receive
we both shall turn to dust.

Feeding off the dismal past
true love it will prevail.
two shadow;s dancing in the night
their friendship will not fail.

Tempers flare as longings go unfilled.
Both fighting an attraction that can't be real.
he has instilled a certain reality,
she now begins to feel.

A calmness in the darkness, a silence so surreal.
they dance within the keyboard,
in lacy shades of teal.
They both live in a fantasy...knowing it can't be real.....

you never called
to say goodbye

i often asked
and wondered why

my tears they flowed
for you each night

you didn't care
we didn't fight

six months later
i got a call

it didn't work
after all

you wanted back
you couldn't wait

i told the truth
for it's to late

fifteen years we had together
had so much time
and stuff we weathered

now your gone
but not forgot

iv'e started over
wish me luck

hold your next man
close enough

you learned your lesson
i know it's tough

it's such a shame
i feel bad

many pet names
i had for you
your favorite one
was bunny blue

i cried for you
theres no tears left

i do still love you
very much
try to keep
in better touch

i miss your eyes
that pretty blue
the compliments you got
were true


i cannot see you
it hurts to much
next time don't be
in such a rush

i

I speak my mind in rhyme;

Disintegrating evil on obsidian wings
hell bent Raven no longer sings...

Vaporizing hate, sin and greed
Devil's invasion fills our need...


ii

Raven responds in prose;


I am but a messenger, deliverer of terror, a dismal speck in a sea

of wrong doers. you all have created me with your deeds of

hatred. I am but an innocent bird that was born to sing of

love, freedom and hope.

I was chosen by evil itself, and now you destroy me with

your words, your interaction of good.



iii

I speak my mind in rhyme a second time;


You shall return back to the dust which you came

spreading your words of dread in the Devils name

you'll no longer bask in Satan's game...



iiii

Ravens last prose before his demise;


One day you'll see, it's not me, you're all doomed

I simply deliver what is asked of me. a hired hand if you will.

a deal made long ago with the shadows. the lurking darkness

for which i was drawn. in hindsight i shall never of landed in

the hand of evil, but.....

Demonic ****** with snake like eyes
evil little slits, the devil don't cry

Melting flesh under blackened soul
the ruler of hell, his wrath unfolds

Infecting the mind of many a man
reigns down on the innocent because he can

Relentless, vile, wicked by choice
leave him no room, he'll steal your voice

That sweet old lady that lives next door
watch her closely, for shrouded dark core

He is winning the battle on earth
in disguise he'll widen his berth

He'll take you soul, at first chance
won't know what hit you, not even a glance

As we get deeper into his realm
he's in control, he's at the helm

When nightmares invade your peaceful sleep
it's him you see, your mind he'll keep...

Between your beautiful legs so fine
is where I like to spend my time.
skin so soft
you melt when touched,
I love your redolence
so very much.
seeking your rose
my favorite spot,
lord have mercy
do you get hot.
my love for you will never wane,
by your convulsions
you feel the same.

allow my tongue a simple tango,

tasting your ***...of sweetened mango.
caress my cheeks
with those beautiful thighs,
as I stare into your pretty eyes...

~Feed Me~

Ox blood red runs down your perfect thighs
in a hell storm of leather.
My tongue following close behind
in a flowing trail of excitement.
Stiletto heels kiss the ground
to take ownership of where you stand.
Returning back to those pretty red satin *******,
only to lose myself in your essence.
My tongue straining through the fabric as to tease.
On my knees before you, I can live forever,
thrive, feast on your love.
Your wetness is my pleasure, it's all about you,
your beauty and your mind.
***** blond locks brushing bronze peaks,
in a dance of passion.
The thoughts in your mind are dirtier
than the color of your hair.
you tremble at my touch, eyes meeting in lust,
my hand finding the
joy between your legs, soaked, throbbing, wanting.
I lightly brush my finger across the satin. your **** hard,
engorged, seeking my tongue.
Kissing you behind your knees
and licking up the back of your thigh,
biting and slapping your ***
before spinning you around on your come
**** me heels. Reluctantly removing the silky
red barrier between myself
and heaven, still on my knees
I grab both cheeks of your pretty ***
and pull you into my mouth, my tongue deep...so deep.
I feel your thighs
tremble, knees weaken, lips of velvet quiver and glisten.
That's my girl, let it go baby...
your *** cheeks clench, your rose she throbs,
thrusting into my mouth, convulsing, shaking violently,
your warmth flowing
into my mouth like the river wild....
I look up at your angelic Halo of wrath
and the now devious smile upon your pretty lips as you whisper.....
.......again....

there's a ghost in the wall
it engulf's us all
we never see it
but it whispers and calls
it always make noises like cracking of thunder
worries us all....so often we wonder
it makes us fall down the stairs
and laughs at our blunder
mocking us always....
and putting us under
a devious ghost...with a devilish smile
mocks are achievements and steals are smiles
he don't like us happy
not one little bit
he makes us grieve and gives us ****
he scares little kids
and make adults tremble
the ghost in the walls
is all but humble.......