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My eyelids lowering
To unfurl the carpet
Of my soul for you to walk on

My tears flow down my cheek
be-sprinkling liquid stars
on your path to my heart

Butterflies, Goosebumps
And hair strands
All over my body stand in salute
In reverence to welcome your beauty
My legs buckle & I go weak in my knees
With the shadow & sound & light of presence

What else a LOVE reception
A BELOVED can expect?
Even Angels are jealous now...
In the way my Blood is used
To color every path you walk on
with LOVE!


A millennium back
Our fate decided
That we were destined
To meet like this
As strangers...

For LOVE to touch us
For LOVE to happen

Nor YOU nor I
Could have stopped
This LOVE to happen

We were mere puppets
In the hands of fate

Good thing is
Rather than fighting LOVE
We surrendered to accept it

We made choice of not
Harming, Hurting, Hating
Humiliating each other
Or anyone else

We made choices
To be kind, caring
Respectful & trusting
To be compassionate and
LOVING towards each other

In your LOVE
I became a Radha
And a Meera
And a Kabeer
And an Eve
And a Kaiz
And a Rumi
And a Rabya

You became my Krishna
And a Layla
And an Adam
And a Zuliet
And my Allah-Hoo

Wherever I stand and BE
You are there
Everywhere for me
You've became ETERNAL
Part and parcel of my SOUL

We've stood by each other
In thick and thin
And we intend to do so forever
To keep our conscience clean




Sounds of LOVE...
Never heard it?

How can LOVE help you in this?
You've been talking, reading,
Watching, experiencing, debating
About LOVE
Without ever hearing it?

It's time to listen now...

"How can LOVE help now?
You may have to fall in LOVE
Receive and Give LOVE
To begin to listen the sounds of LOVE!"


Thank you, Thank you, LOVE...

LOVE- you created Humans
The scriptures of Gods
The cycle of Karma
You gave the teachings
Of the non-existent
By being our "INVISIBLE EXISTENT"!
My BELOVED, I am not at fault
If LOVE happened between us

You took my heart away & now
Why are YOU offended by my LOVE?

You have become me, my Nature
Nothing else satisfies me

Oh, I am a mad LOVER of yours
Who will understand my LOVE?

I am in LOVE even with the dust
Below your feet on which you walk

You are the one who makes
Everyone dance around you
On your finger tips

Just be aware and awake to my LOVE
YOU are the only one to heal me now

Just come and give me a glance
And save me from this mundane life

My BELOVED, do not forget that I am
Meera, Rumi, Rabia (BELOVEDz) of yours
Zuliet, Layla, Heer (LOVER) of yours

You are my BELOVEDz
You are my LOVERz
You the beauty of everything
Existing in nature

I do not want wealth, power, fame
I only want YOU my LOVE

I do not believe in GOD/dess
YOU are my only ALL MIGHTY
My past, present, future
Your LOVE "is" all the TIME

Roaming all over the world
My BELOVEDz, I finally reached here
I still hold my last / final breath
Show me your face one more time

I've come to your doorsteps of heart
Knocking your inner core - SOUL
With lots of hope for Eternal LOVE

Why your eyes are filled with tears?
Why are you crying dear
Seeing me hopeless in YOU LOVE?

Now promise me
YOU will never ever think
Of going away from me

You are my coracle, my Noah
Take me across this ocean of fire LOVE

And let me sleep forever in your lap
Let me float in fluids of your womb
And be born again as "us"...

Let us dance swirl in our LOVE to COSMIC BLISS


Oh my God,
IN YOU ...
I've found a Good SOUL

I was searching just for LOVE in life
And when YOU came along - I found
A diamond and a Gold SOUL
Oh my GEM Amethyst,

Will you grace my being
And stay in me for a second...
Will YOU miss me for a moment
So that you can
Make your abode in me for a minute?

I want to make YOU mine just for a day
May be from this day
To the last day of my last breathe

When I saw YOU my darling
At the first sight of LOVE
I forgot it was day or night
I only remember YOU piercing me
With the light of your being
Illuminating my SOUL

You thankfully killed all the romantic LOVE
And gave birth to our True Pure AGAPE LOVE

I do not know what secret heist plan fate have
To kidnap my body, heart, mind and soul like this
Asking a ransom of my breathes and blood
With a bait that if I LOVE YOU much
I can see your eyes and smile
Feel your touch and get a hug
At least once before I die

YOU - the one with who my LOVE happened
But YOU did not even take away
All that belonged to me that is all YOURS

I surrender everything of mine at your heart's door
I LOVE being forever imprisoned
In YOUR LOVE





In your LOVE my BELOVEDz
I will converse to YOU
In your own words
That you speak from within me

If I sing your praise
It is you true inner beauty
That I muse in poems

My skin has changed colors
It's your LOVE-color I don

I adorn your smile
The glitter you see on me
Is nothing but
Sparkles of your illuminations

I swirl, round &round
And dance your tunes
Singing your rhymes
"Jingle-zing-ringat"

Let the world consider me
Lunatic and maniacal
I am your mad woman
Your Meera & Radha
You - my Christ & Krishna...!

I've lost my senses
I've lost my self
I'm in your LOVE

In your LOVE my BELOVEDz
I will converse to YOU
In your own words
LOVE, Love, love, luv...






In your deep brown eyes
When I saw crystal clear
Cosmos skies and oceans
I found myself within
Your soulful creations

I swayed happily like a flower
As YOU rained over me
Lashing whips on my fragile heart
I poured our blood from my heart
Gushing into your heart streets

Till date, your voice
Plays music within my heart-beats
Like the eagerly awaited first sounds
Of a newly born baby

Like how the first rain soaks
The hot and dry desert sand
YOU effortlessly soaked & entered
My parched heart's land

Did you know that
Your feminine X chromosome
Has made a partnership with
My masculine X chromosome?
Let me tell you this
That is what has made us
Passionately insane in LOVE

Then how come, we are so far?
Then how come, silence is our cry?
Why do we still crave and struggle
To cover this distance between our hearts?

When two feet of yours
And two feet of mine
Will walk the distance of SOUL
The four alphabets  
L and O and V and E
Will ultimately be "L-O-V-E"

When you're not around
Nature creates your
Presence around me

Your breathing speaks
And my silences listens
That's the essence of our LOVE

Our ETERNAL yearning is a wonder
With every passing moment, we ponder

YOU've given me so much LOVE that
YOU are the final LOVE of my life
So let me LOVE you like my first LOVE
And fill myself with YOUR last LOVE

With all these gone
"I, me, my, mine, myself"
All I have been is become YOURS
I am YOURS and
Will always remain YOURS

From a seed YOU sow of a star
In the gardens of my dark sky
See I sprouted a full-MOON
Out of your single LOVE-glance







It is in my fall is your rise
It is in my dark is your light
It is in my lows is your high
It is in my small is your BIG
It is in my loss is your gain
It is in my night is your day
It is in my humiliation is your appreciation
It is in my descent is your rise
It is in my poverty is your wealth
It is in my begging is your charity
It is in my moon is your sun
It is in my clouds is your rain
It is in my internal is your eternal
It is in my stagnation is your flow
It is in my desert is your ocean
It is in my decrease is your increase
It is in my small is your large
It is in my hungry is your eating
It is in my cry is your laughter
It is in my absent is your presence
It is in my sleep is your dreamZ
It is in my heat is your cool
It is in my fire is your water
It is in my dusk is your dawn
It is in my blame is your forgiveness
It is in my sufferings is your help
It is in my last is your first
It is in my few is your many
It is in my slow is your fast
It is in my vulnerability is your empowerment
It is in my victim-hood is your assertiveness
It is in my earth is your sky
it is in my idiocy is your smartness
It is in my minus is your plus
It is in my foolishness is your cleverness
It is in my heart is your mind
It is in my despair is your hope
It is in my evening is your morning
It is in my end is your beginning
It is in my shrinkage is your expanse
It is in my silence is your talks
It is in my prisons is your freedom
It is in my solitude is your wander
It is in my unknown is your famous
It is in my sinking is your floating
It is in my ignorance is your education
It is in my demotion is your promotion
It is in my trivial is your importance
It is in my injustice is your justice
It is in my indignity is your human rights
It is in my leaving is my staying
It is in my being lonely is your friendships
It is in my sadness is your merry
It is in my dive is your soar
It is in my crawl is your flight
In is in my valley is your mountains
It is in my exploitation is your sustainability
It is in my rebel is your loyal duty
It is in my defeat is your success
It is in my scarce is your abundance
It is in my failure is your achievement
It is in my rejection is your acceptance
It is in my dislike - there is your adoration
It is in my retreat is your advancement
It is in my "against" the world is your "for" the world
It is in my dead is your alive
It is in my NO ONE is your everyone
It is my amateurishness is your professionalism
It is in my leaving is your arrival
It is in my slumber is your awakening
It is in my ugliness is your beauty
It is in my end is your beginning
It is in my end-note is your prelude
It is in my worst is your BEST
It is in my death is your birth
It is in my bitter is your sweet
It is in my blame is your praise
It is in cursing me is your blessing

It is in my timidness is your bold
It is in my being weak is your strength
It is my being at bottom is your being at top
It is in my idleness is your busyness
It is in my tears is your smiles
It is in my captivity is your LIBERTY
It is in my sad is your cheer
It is in my child is your adulthood
It is in my innocence is your maturity
It is in my adolescent is your aging
It is in my gulp of helplessness is your courage
It is in my spark is your lightning
It is in my destruction is your creativity

And over and above all what is said and written
It is LOVEz understanding and realization of YOURS
That WE are two bodies and ONE SOUL
OUR togetherness makes us YIN-YANG
It is in my veins is your blood
It is in my pulse is your breathe
It is in my womb is your cosmos
It is in my heart is your soul
It is in my LOVING you is YOU LOVING yourself
It is in my LOVERz is your BELOVEDz
It is in ME is YOU is me






Who cast this magic
that doesn't let me get wet
even when it rains

Who cast this magic
That doesn't **** me
Even after I have died

Who will be able to tell why
I am not moving
Even though I am walking

Who will be able to tell why
I am not living
Even though I am alive

Is it a lightning or is it a breeze
Is it the sun or the moon
Or is it the flowers and the birds
I am being tormented
without understanding
What's happening to me

Is it a beautiful color of LOVE or
A cruelty of fate
That is playing in my life

Sometimes it is a thing of kindness
Sometimes it is a thing of cruelty

Sometimes it is a thing of tears
Sometimes it is a thing of joy

My eyes refuse to close and
want to announce the entire world,
The silence feels like a lullaby
During day LOVE is caring like a mother
During night it harasses like a monster

During day LOVE is seeking you like a DOTING father
During night it caresses me like peacock feather

This situation of losing my way
with out losing never stops

This situation of losing my mind
Without going mad never ends

LOVE follows you with out ever
letting you go,
but you won't be able to see it

This thing that kills
without killing must be TRUE LOVE
It is a ANGEL that lives within me
without giving any warning
I feel something drilling
inside me that must surely be PURE LOVE

Now I see my soul being shattered
That must be ETERNAL LOVE

Who cast this magic
that doesn't let me get wet
even when it rains

Who cast this magic
That doesn't **** me
Even after I have died

It must be TRUE LOVE




Oh My BELOVEDz
When I remember YOU
I recite a song
I write a poem
I pen down lyrics
I pour out quotes
I dance my heart out
In my LOVE of YOU

Seeing myself doing
All sort of antics in LOVE
With tears in my eyes
I too laughed at myself

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it...!

~~~~

Only when the sun blazes
Evaporating moisture from earth
For the dark clouds to form

Only when the clouds rain
The earth is soaked in tears
Those tears nourish the
Bud to become flower of LOVE
And the world smiles

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

When bird of LOVE came
And sat on my heart's branch
We were "wings in flight"
But when the bird flew away
My leaves & fruits withered

It was destined - without our knowledged
We exchanged a SOUL-LOVE-connect
And nourished the
Dream of LOVE for my BELOVEDz

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

I hold salt of LOVE in my hand
While standing in lashing rain

I try to grab the golden dust
When there is a strong blizzard

I flowed with the mountain spring
Galloping down the gushing stream
Towards my BELOVEDz ocean
Without realizing that
Humans have built dams all along
To stagnate my LOVE desires

It was then I realized
These are mere "TESTS" of being a LOVERz

Those who see me and
See my LOVE hopes -
Laugh...!

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

I kept on building sand castles
Near the oceanic waves
Near my BELOVEDz home

I tried building a palace
With a pack of cards
When the gush of wind was strong

I keep planting the seeds of LOVE
Knowing my prayers are yielding fruits
Those fruits are plucked, sold and
Eaten in the world markets
As materialistic goods

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

I am still busy cleaning
My birth's "conditioning"
On the path of my life

Hoping that,
One day my BELOVEDZ will
Walk on the same path
That I beautifully decorated for her

She will appreciate my devotion
And my unconditional LOVE
While I will stand waiting
Wagging my tail...

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

The world likes my LOVE play
And keeps on laughing at my antics

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness and smile on people's faces
So be it


Note:
LOVERZ end up
Making a JOKE of themselves
So be it..
Though our galaxy is
tinier than the eye of a smallest ant
Yet while loving you
I had a perforation is my heart
So big to swallow millions of such galaxies

Since birth this hole
Was occluded by
learnings and knowledge
And remained unopened
Till I saw YOU - my LOVE!

Rare it is
To unclose this hole
But just a glimpse of yours
Did the trick...!

Where, O Beloved
Where, O Beloved
You acquired this MAGIC
To open this hole in my heart
That can **** in the entire universe
In an instant
Just by a single thought
of LOVING YOU?


Just look around YOU

Using euphemism of development
Humans are selfish & greedy
To exploit mother nature

In pursuit to succeed
In greed of job, work, money
Humans choose to
Live without "LOVE"

As in case of "Without food"
Humans starts dying

Similarly, without "LOVE"
Everything of/in Nature
Around humans is dying

Now, just look within YOU

"Are you LOVING?"







BELOVEDz, I cry
when I am longing for YOU
Yet I try to smile
When I am in front of YOU

You know my truth
You know my secrets
Does not my LOVE secure YOU?

We've seen life at every pace
We know our LOVE will
End life's mad-rat-race

Because, because...
We know we have only LOVED each other
From time to eternity
From that time we met till infinity

Forgive me for LOVING YOU
Do not even say sorry
Because even though
We are not with each other
God/dess - NATURE will
Make all things right for us

Just be with me in soul and spirit
And I'll give you my HEAVENS
YOU keep little BLISS for me
I will shower you with glory
So let us rest in PEACE

None of us knew
What we were born to become
Thus, with your LOVE
I am trying to become YOU
The way you want me to

I know both our hearts
Are breaking into pieces
Like glass shards
Piercing our beings

That's what happens
Yet, we continue LOVING
In all our IMPERFECT perfections
And the calm that LOVE bring within us
Keeps us bonded in the threads of LOVE

Forgive me for LOVING YOU
Do not even say sorry
Because even though
We are not with each other
God/dess - NATURE will
Make all things right for us

Just be with me in soul and spirit
And I'll give you my HEAVENS
YOU keep little BLISS for me




Carry some the dew drops
of your heart's ocean rain
From the land of your soul
To the parched desert earth of my broken heart
To soak my dark days and darker nights
In the magic of your cool shower
For roses to bloom,
To witness the silver lining on the clouds
To the rainbow to color my life,
and the singing musical lyrics of the birds
And let me smell the Petrichor
of your inner most womb
To live there again... in your being!
To Keep me alive,
Keep you alive
Keep us Alive



YOU are my blood
I am your blood
We are running through
Each other's veins

My heart beats for YOU
Yours beats within me
This is what keeps us alive

We are crushed
Within our chest
In the longing
Of each other's touch

YOU are my sky
I am your star
Anywhere I see
Everything I see
YOU are everywhere
For me...

I dance to your rhythm
I sing to your tunes
I write your stories
In the rhymes of poems

So let me fall deep inside
Your LOVE womb
Into our Eternal LOVE

YOU keep me awake at nights
YOU make me dream during days
There is no time I live-on
Without YOU being here with me

I am alive through your being
I am living due to your breathe
My world spins around your sun
That's how YOU've re-arrange
My universe around YOU

There is much to do in LOVE
And we feel this life is too short
This is what makes us scared

The feelings we have for each other
And the LOVE that still
Remains unconsummated yet

I won't be able to breathe
One more second without YOU
So never leave my hand from yours

When we open our eyes
Let us only see each other's face

We are to each other thus...
- My heart inside your heart
- Your breath inside my breath

YOU have kept me alive
Since a millennium

And it's YOU
Who has kept alive
Our Unconditional Eternal LOVE







There are strangers like us
We don't know each other
Nor we are family, friends, relatives
But still we LOVE - ETERNALLY

As LOVERS we both are broken
And our hearts are hard to mend
Our souls are far from being healed
We seek each other since
The moments our eyes met

Please remember
Only one person can cure us
Oh who else?
Our BELOVEDz whom we LOVE
Our LOVER who LOVES us

So don't tell me to go anywhere
To share my story of LOVE
No one knows my LOVE-story
Except my tears of sorrow
Except my tears of joy
I shed with my BELOVEDz
I shed with my LOVER

My BELOVEDz knows it better
My LOVER knows it better





Prelude

This happened after Layla-Majnun were separated by Layla's dis-approving parents, family and community when these two LOVERz realized that true eternal LOVE had happened between them
After that - Majnun had become a mad wanderer singing songs about/for/of his Eternal LOVE for Layla
And on this side – Layla was given by her family a life of every comfort she desired. But Layla's heart was worried for Majnun’s well being.



Layla's Family Response:

Many a times Layla cried longing and missing Majnun
The family of Layla could not see Layla sad and sorrowful
To cheer Layla up the family often told her they loved her so much
They tried to cheer Layla with her favorite flowers and decorated her room with lots of beautifully scented flowers
They got famous singers from around the world  to come in the evening and sing songs in front of Layla to make her feel happy
They saw that Layla was part of every occasion and functions, every party family had. They organized events just to keep Layla feel good and make her part of every gathering
Everyone overtly LOVED Layla and respected her
Layla’s family often made many sweets that Layla liked
The family took Layla to excursions, far and away to the meadows and the mountains, to the springs and the oceans, to the forests and oasis - so that seeing nature Layla would forget Majnun
They often complimented her - How beautiful she is…; How nice she sings…; How well she is behaved…; and how intelligent she is…
Whenever Layla was in little good mood and when she talked a little, the family sat around her to eagerly listened to what Layla had to say
The parents of Layla made sure that Layla was not kept alone for a single moment. There was someone or the other - friends, mates, children or relatives surrounding Layla to give her company
Many a times Layla's parents invited guests who would bring Beautiful gifts and souvenirs for Layla from distant foreign lands
There were mentors, coaches, teachers hired to teach and upgrade different skills that are useful for Layla
The mother of Layla often told “Sorry” to Layla for not allowing her to meet Majnun. Though the sorry was sincere. it did not cheer Layla's heart because the dictate always remained: "Majnun is not the right one for you Layla"
In the house of Layla it was made mandatory that family members while leaving and entering the house would always say good bye and give a hug to Layla to make her feel so SPECIAL
Every now and then inside the house - there were religious sermons preached, religious scriptures read. The Maula and Maulavis recited verses - the morals, ethics, codes were taught; faith, belief, worship, prayers were made integral part of their life to make Layla feel devoted to God. They thought – when Layla understands Allah’s LOVE there won't be any need for Majnun’s LOVE
The family invited Layla's friends to play - indoor and outdoors games to get her involved in some sort of hobby so that it would keep Layla busy and thus forget about Majnun
Some days if Layla did something on her own - the family members would praise her every little efforts and celebrate it to create an atmosphere of happiness around her for every little achievement in Layla’s life
The family had created that “Halo” around Layla's image in the village/ town. She was known throughout the land as the most decent, gorgeously beautiful, well-educated, noble, kind fun-loving girl. Everyone in their town LOVED Layla. All these were done so that they could find the the most suitable richest PRINCE for Layla to get married to...
To make Layla feel good and confident the family often asked her opinions and included her in all family and business decision making
To make Layla feel attached to something else, the parents gifted her with - a dog, a cat, a rabbit, a pigeon and other exotic birds. So that by LOVING them Layla will forget Majnun
They also filled the house with all sorts of books that  interested Layla. They thought while reading the good books - Layla will forget Majnun
Not a week went where Layla was not gifted and adorned with - diamonds, pearl, stones, gold and silver jewelry

Each and every person who came in touch with Layla was so nice and sweet towards her, just to make sure that  Layla is kept busy with things in LIFE. The whole idea is to keep Layla involved in different things of work and life so that the LOVE for Majnun is completely forgotten amidst enjoyments of chasing success, career, work, wealth and a partner etc.


Layla's Sorrow:

But Layla was different…!

Layla had everything a girl wanted
Wealth, education, family,
Friends, relatives, company
Fruits, sweets, flowers
Game, animals, toys
Trips, Travel, occasions
Festivals, events, get-togethers

But

Layla's heart kept beating for Majnun
She was always worried of Majnun
"Where will be my Majnun wandering today?"
"What will he be doing right now?"
"Did he get some food to eat?"
“Did he sleep well..?" etc.

If anyone on the village street
Got a little bit of news of Majnun
Layla ran out to listen to what it was

If someone was reciting
The new songs Majnun had sung today
Layla carefully listened to those lyrics
And wrote them in her secret dairy.
She read them again and again
In the candle light of solitary darkness

With tears rolling from her eyes

Day-night, afternoon-evenings
Waking, sleeping, eating, sitting
Layla only thought of her Majnun

Blessed with every luxury of life
Yet Layla felt so helpless about
Her inability to go to meet Majnun
So that Majnun can see…

Layla's eyes, Layla's face
Those lips, that smile
The smell of Layla….
The way she looks at Majnun
The LOVE in Layla’s soul
Pouring out for Majnun


Layla's knew very well that
Majnun's only dreams was having
One glimpse of his BELOVEDz Layla

This cruelty of the world & everyone
That they and their norms
Stopped Layla to reach out to Majnun
This broke Layla’s heart into pieces
It killed Layla from inside more
Than it killed Majnun
In his longing for Layla

That was Layla's sorrow...
This is Layla’z sorrow


End Note:
Only the one who feels LOVE,
Only the one who know LOVE
Will understand Layla's sorrow
Of seeing the cruel punishment the world had given
To her LOVERz Majnun
By making him an useless mad wanderer
- Who only chants Layla's name
And sings Layla's praise





I write thousands words
For my BELOVED everyday
My each cell is a word
For my BELOVED

To whom should I send
These cells of LOVE?

Within YOU I live
Yet I seek for YOU
I search YOU in you
And YOU live within ME

I left my knowledge & my wisdom
I left my family & my friends
I left my profession & my livelihood

I live in your consciousness
Now that's my only work

YOU come and reside in my eyes
I haven't seen anyone
Since I have seen YOU
YOU and I are one
Let the cosmos pronounce
My LOVE of YOURS to everyone


Poem: Part 3 of of six part series of Poem

Since YOUR LOVE happened
BELOVEDz it was your being
YOUR existence besides me

Now I wait for your proclaim
Love weaves my desires
In fabric of each moments I live

I adore your LOVE in my eyes
I smell you day & night
My skin feels your touch
Mirrors reflects YOU as me
YOU know everything I feel

Now tell me for how long
We will have to live like this
In a bubble of life's prisons?

See outside the life's bubble
There is the whole BIG cosmos
Full of LOVE, LOVING & ONENESS

There are just reasons for seasons
To come and go - like
Winter, spring, summer & rains
The innocent flower that grows
In colors of LOVE - is "We"

MY heart skips a heart-beat
Now I'm weak in my knees
Eyes goes in trance
Forgetting my "I" existence

If you are feeling the same now
Butterflies in your stomach
And dragonflies in the air

This are the moments to face
Our truth of LOVE
That has evaded us
Life after life...

"Oh Beloved LIFE
What you've brought for me?
LOVE?

Will this lover hug me?
or
Will this lover crucify me?

Will love rule the mind?
or
Will machine rule the heart?

Will sunshine brightly like this everyday?
or
Will industrious smoke pollute our lives?

will I be able to breathe easily in LOVE?
or
Will I be on oxygen for rest of my life?

Will my love flow for you forever?
or
Will my love become a subject of psychological study?

Will my love suffice to fulfill your desires?
or
Will you lynch me alive and devour me?

Whenever in discord will my love break the wall?
or
Will new walls built insulating my LOVE from yours?

Will mine and your family get gother as one?
or
Will our families too break up into nuclear ones?

Will my LOVE color your LIFE?
or
Will my blood color my bed-sheets?

Will my LOVE messages reach you by technology?
or
Will technology distort our relationship?

Will we merge into one-another?
or
Will our union end our LOVE?

Will I still write LOVE poetry for you every day?
or
I will have you every night?"
My heart beats
On the Musical Notes
While music is loving you

Only when I'm in front of you
The rhythm & melody
Takes its own course

Is this phenomenon
Required to see the rainbow
Above the sky?

Will this celebration go on
Everyday, till I'm in LOVE?

Will the festival of colors
Emerge with new spectrum of
wild colors?

LOVE, LOVE
"Wild LOVE"

When the dew drops of LOVE
Splatters on you
There is nothing amiss
It happens in LOVE

Those who have not seen LOVE
Experiencing LOVE
Is magic..!
For others - It's just a game...
Play & forget!

Even in this robotic World
LOVE overtakes everything
With ease...

To live under the waterfall of LOVE
Makes a life worthy worship

To die under the waterfall of LOVE
Would be a death worthy applause!


I gape at YOU
with my mouth closed

I walk on a moon
without a space suit

I run bare feet
on the volcanic fire

I fly into your skies -
even without wings

Despite YOU eluding me
with your glances
I am drooling all my LOVE
like your Rasputin dog
YOU know I do not even
want to stop melting myself

My black and white eyes reflects
Only YOUR rainbows in them

The moment I feel YOU within me
My eyes pop out and gaze at your beauty

My rustic veins within roars torrentZ
Spirally like a tornado / twister

My Blood pressure breaks
All the BP monitor limits

Ah... those eyes -
YOU are blessed with

Ah... What a face -
The All-Mighty has crafted

Oh.. My GOD
YOUR physical beauty -

Peacocks are ashamed to come out
And walk in front of you
When you are around

Knowing your **** wit and wisdom
I search for Einstein and Socrates
Who may be hiding under your skin

How stunning YOU are in totality
That is what works like a MAGICAL spell
On my poor love-lack-skeletal being

Through your existence
NATURE - All Mighty orchestrating
The biggest festival of LOVE ever seen

Did anyone tell you that
YOU are Leonardo's
Sculpture of Venus and
Painting of Mona Lisa

YOU feel so gentle,
Tender and soft in touch

YOU grace this earth to demystify
The concept of REAL TRUE
Natural earthy BEAUTY

Who will not adorn YOU
As an apple of their eyes..

No wonder Adam - EVE
Ate an apple of LOVE...

Mirroring -
Let I be your Adam
Let me be your Eve

Take away everything of mine
But keep me within
YOUR protective vault
Locker of a SOUL



In Praise Of Your "BEAUTY"
- Physical, Intellectual, Emotional, Spiritual, Divine

YOU say:
"Our time we had was all"
How you know that?

The words are yours
How do you know
What is to come next
Until you've decided to
Be indifferent to LOVE
Hate LOVE, dis-like LOVE

The moment for LOVE
To come tomorrow
I do not know
Nor you know

The lesson learnt is
You were mine
And you've never
Become "weren't mine" ever
You are mine always
And remain so

If you can look into my eyes
And say "Let go"

Can you look into my eyes
And say "Let Go"?

Would you be able to see my cry?
Would you be able to walk away
From my longing and tears?

I'm your beggar of LOVE
Who LOVES you unconditionally
And I only asks YOUR
Care, kindness, empathy & LOVE
This Christmas

My dear Z

I didn't lose you
I gained you
By what happened between us
LOVE deepened
It became eternal
I gained all pieces
Of my broken heart
In your memory
In your melancholy
In your eyes
In your lips
In your fragrance
That still lingers around me

I need not know you
A little or too much
I am YOU
As one doesn't know oneself
I need not know you

My shining sun is YOU
You shine for me

I am unable to fathom
A thought that you are someone else
YOU are me
How can I inflict a wound on me?

For me
Since I saw you
Yesterday, today, tomorrow
All are the same
YOU are in them
Day and night
every hour
every second

The sun shines everyday
You are my sunshine
The stars twinkle
You are my stars
YOU are the sea
And I am that wave carrying it
There are plenty of fishes
But you are the one that fated me

LOVE feelings are valid
LOVE losses are valid too
(And necessary as you say)
When I was without you
I was human
LOVING YOU
Made me more human
And losing you
Made me even more human

YOU, Your thought, your words
YOU make me a better human

I've limited time in life
I don't want to waste it in
Practicality, Pragmatism
Reasoning, Logic, Rational
In making my heart understand
What LOVE is

LOVE is - I am, YOU ARE!
LOVE is "US"

But we are away
How can things be better?
I can't be happy
Away from you
I am happy
Being YOU
I am happy thinking of you
I am happy LOVING YOU
I am happy that I met you
I am happy
That it was through YOU
That LOVE touched me

I don't mind sharing my smiles with the world
But that would be a dead smile
Without you my smiles are a dead dud

I have said you yesterday
When we were together
It 'was' LOVE

I will say it now
It 'is' LOVE

I will say it till I DIE
I am in LOVE with you

Not only the "romantic" type
That is not the LOVE I am talking about
All encompassing 'AGAPE' LOVE

I do not want you to hide away from fear of LOVE

I opened up to you
Like I never opened to any one else
Without hesitation
I told you all my inner secrets

I touched you and felt your love
You know -
I never wash my palm
The day I touch you


Your presence has brought me
Not only closer
But made me part of you
I am yours
You are mine
Everything of mine is yours
You consider it or not
You are my family and will remain so

I want you to know
I am YOURS...
And will remain so...




Everyday I write pages and pages of

LOVE letters, poems, quotes for you

I pour out my heart to you

I start my day by seeing your photo

Wishing you good morning

Talking with you,

Scolding you for not being with me

Asking you to be with me

I lose you with every thought

That's why such longing for you

I play your song list again and again

So much that my family calls me insane


If I gave you a place, date and time
Would you come and meet me?
It could be something decided by you
Today, tomorrow,
a month later, two years later

Here, There, Near, Far
In Public, Secret
Anywhere

I am Patience

You are LOVE

Thus let us meet
"Patience and LOVE"

I am always there around you
Here, there, everywhere...
Just see things around you
See people around you
I am there in everything you touch
Everything you see
Everything you feel

I've found LOVE in you
I am you
Around you
With you
Besides you
Look for me inside YOU
I am there
Inside your being...

But when will actually
Patience and LOVE meet?
You tell me that


I do not want to know you
I want to LOVE you
I do not want to hear your words
I want to feel YOU
From inside

Most things need not be told
Don't be sad if it is so

Let me be, with you
And see, How much I know you

The more I know you
I lesser I will know myself

The more I know you
I more I will become YOU

I am ALIVE
Only with
YOUR thoughts
With your Breathes
Inside my chest
With your blood
Flowing in my veins

But still I carry
A POKER FACE



I care for you every moment
I spare a whole field of flowers
In your thought

Each word of your reverberates in my soul
I feel like dying away from you
When someone says your name
I want to be with YOU

YES, YES, YES
Know it...

I still long for you
Every single moment
Every Milli-fraction of
Every second

And you too know
I would give
Nine worlds & nine lives
To Be with YOU


12

I am living without a reason
I've not yet justified
The happening of our LOVE
Nor to you, nor to the world
Not even to my own self

13

In the darkness of your well
There is a heaven I find
In your cosmic womb I live
And all my bad deed dies

Your well water cleanzes me
I become a good human being
By being in LOVE with YOU

14

Why I should do less "the evils" of LOVE?
Why I should do less "the sins" of LOVE?
Your punishment is so compassionate
That I keep falling in LOVE with YOU
All over again, all over again...

15

What is going to happen now ?
I do not know
What is going to happen in future?
I do not know
My heart fills an ocean full of tears
I do know
What is going to happen in our LOVE

16

The one who blessed your LOVE
The one who blessed my LOVE
The one who blessed our LOVE
Did you hear that?
With our separation
That angel of LOVE died
Let us LOVE and revive LOVE
Back to life from the dead
"For our LOVE"

17

What torture is this?
Your eyes are witnessing me
A blessing is that
Your witnessing is flowering our LOVE

18

For A LOVERz BELOVEDz
The cure is that
They become helplessly hopeless
Anyways - otherwise...
They do not obey or listen to anyone
In their moods of LOVE

19

There are still two people on this earth
Who believe in LOVE,
True LOVE, AGAPE LOVE

Can someone go and ****
These last species of
LOVERz - BELOVEDz?
They are still alive to save the world..!

20

If I do not become YOU
If YOU do not become me
We will cry to death of being ourselves
So boring these cries would be..
Instead let us be one-another...!

21

Every eye is dead
Every gaze is dead
Everyone is complaining of reality that
Life has pricked the desirez of LOVE
Let two LOVERz glance at each other
And save this humanity from life

22

Of whom YOU will be scared of now?
To whom YOU will threaten of LOVING?
That age of our LOVE is here
We are alive - our age has not yet passed





Part B: 11 - 22 of 33


1

Whoever I see, is gone somewhere
Away from one's own self
Seeking someone outside
To seek one's inner LOVE
Where one finds one's BELOVEDz
I found YOU... my LOVERz

2

I search of you in me
You destroyed my EGO completely
Here I stand bare,
In front of YOU
Loving YOU, exposed, naked

3

You searched for me
I searched for YOU
Where are we looking?
Here and There...
Why are we  not looking
In each other's eyes?

4

Oh your eyes...! Your eyes...!
I came to tell you something
I came to work and make a living
And seeing those deep oceanic eyes
Fell in LOVE with your soul

5

It is my advise not a request
Do not ever go away from me
You won't find LOVE like mine
Anytime, anywhere, anyhow...

6

Now no need to fear
No need to be scared of LOVE
Yet everyone is seeking LOVE
And everyone is fearing LOVE too
No need to... No need to...

7

Desirze of LOVERz
Scares BELOVEDZ and
That is what made life
Dull and dry - a bore...

8

Why should anyone praise my way of LOVING?
I am just begging to live a life
To take a single breathe of LOVE in me

9

Where should I go and breathe?
Everywhere there is your wild-fire
Within and outside me
Where should I go and breathe?

10

Everyone is tired of life
A planned life with purpose
Will give no purpose
No other way to look...
So let LOVE be the purpose

11

Remove my thoughts of LOVE
From the sleepless nights
That haunts your moon-light
I've not remained your LOVERz anymore
Because all my LOVE - I poured into YOU
I am without LOVE now
I am YOU





Part A - 1-11 out of 33



23

I too am not able to
Give answers to myself
Your LOVE left so many
Unanswered questions in me

24

I am on that path of LOVE
I do not walk - yet I do not stop
I carry the sins of the world on me
My LOVE carries all the evils
Of the world in me

25

I play with the fire of LOVE
When they will carry my LOVE-body
All the human rights & justice
Will be burned in a street protest
All goodness will be smoked to death

26

My BELOVEDz lives in me such that
The way the air slips under my heart
And breathes life into my LOVE

27

My desire is that
Because of my LOVE
YOU fall in LOVE at least once
With someone...
To know - my LOVE !

28

We LOVERz - We BELOVEDz
Sell our lives
We are poor of life -
But rich with LOVE

29

Remember that
The times keeps on
Re-telling the legend of
Epic LOVE stories
Through our LOVE

30

No one listened to
The stories of our LOVE
Our stories were like dark nights
When the whole world is asleep
Only your moon glitteres
And my stars twinkles

31

I became bad -
In the eyes of the world
At last, at least -
In your eyes
YOU became my reason
To become good in your LOVE

32

If you want to seek
The purpose of life
If you want to seek LOVE
I stand as your gate
Why did you stop...?
Your seeking awaits you
Beyond my gate of LOVE
Will you not cross over?
Will you not pass
The gate of my LOVE?

33

Because I felt your LOVE
Because I feel your LOVE
I re-assure everyone of LOVE
So what if we are not together
Our LOVE is alive, so am I...
YOU make people believe
Through me and YOU that
LOVE is alive and kicking..!



Part C - 22-33 our of 33

Bonus 34
Desirez of your LOVE
Did not leave me
Even with your NO presence
This lessons, this learning
This teaching, this knowledge
Can't be gained without LOVE


From the seeds of your sparkle
My world gets illuminated
From the seeds of your stars
My crescent moon sprouts

It is your fish like eyes
That swoons my moods

When YOU cried on the soft pillow
When I felt your raindrop tears
My heart soaked your LOVE within

When the flowers on your hair swayed
My heart beats skipped life moments

When your pulse cried for LOVE
My soul found a ground in your womb to play

When your eyes spoke
To the winds
The breeze traveled thousand miles
To convey the essence of your LOVE to me

Even the time tick of clocks asks
To the space around...
The reasons for your absence

Just like the first rain drops
Are soaked on the desert sand
Such ways - your LOVE drizzles on me
And enters my innocent heart

I may have felt LOVE earlier
But YOUR LOVE seems my first TRUE LOVE

All it has done now is
Completely filled my being
With your LOVE thoughts in me

It is thus that when
YOU and I last met
LOVE became our symbol of
Two bodies and one SOUL




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