full moon

full moon Apr 2017

No one!

I'm scared and I'm seeing my heart scattered on the ground..
No one is pickling up the pieces
It was only being stumbled and consecutively being stepped on..

I'm broken and yet no one seems to care and fix me..

#sad #life

full moon Apr 2017

More Than

More than she knows
More than he feels
More than they saw
More than everything that everyone found
My decisions and truth are no longer match and will never win over everyone's gossips and beliefs..
I will always be on the wrong side despite being true and correct.

That's how it goes...

#life

full moon Apr 2017

I know

I knew how much I'm hate...
They hate my guts..
My attitude..
My characteristics..
Everything that made me who I am...
I was careless and tactless
So much
So much
That I hated myself even more than they do
Don't have to read between the lines
I just have to look at them and feel the heat of their angry stares..
Probably what I'm feeling now is self pity and never ending self foolishness..
Hello to me
To the old me
To my dying heart

Welcome my end

#sad #life

full moon Apr 2017

Forgive me my God and Lord saviour..

My God, my Lord
i have given you nothing but problems
additional suffering to your good heart
your warm never cease to embrace me
you never doubt me
not even once have you thought of me as a burden
you gave miracles that i, us, dont deserve
thank you for everything that you have given.
thank you for giving us our lives
for giving hope
and never ending love.
God forgive me for i have done nothing
but endless sin
for i have given you and the people i love
pains and suffering..

GOD A THOUSANDS AND MILLIONS OF THANKS AND REPENTANCE IS NOT ENOUGH TO HOW MUCH LONELINESS, SADNESS AND PAIN we have all caused you, i dont know where to start to repay your goodness..

#life

full moon Apr 2017

MY UNEXPECTED REGRET

Its already late when i learned
that i have fallen in-love w/o knowing
now regret enveloped my entirety
i can no longer tell her how much i love her
i can no longer say i need her
im too much late
so late i cant accept it..

i cant tell you i love you

#regret #love #sadness

full moon Apr 2017

hatred

right now,
im sad and alone
im scared and hurt..
my dear prepare yourself
for i will bring back the old me
and i will let you suffer
and experience the feeling of being fooled and eventually be betrayed of by your own precious trust
i will be your old friend
your past
and your enemy.

right now, i hate you my love

#hatred #sadness #and #insanity

full moon Apr 2017

**Unrequited**

One day I found myself holding back
It was my first love
A unrequited love
It hurts
Its worrisome
Its bugging me like crazy..
I wanna let her know but couldn't
I do think if she found out
its friendship over...:(

Sometime keeping things inside **** us

#love #sad #unrequitted