Every once in a blue moon,
I'll try you

Haters HeartBreakers

I forgive you'll

Its Ramadan

You don't belong here, please get out
Out of my system, out of my mind
You plague my thoughts with stones and pins
But I'll be rid of you someday

I am distant

I am
the cold wind
howling through
Bare trees

I am
a single
snowflake
falling
to the pavement
melting on impact

I am
the spitting
before the rain

I am nothing
except a warning
before the big storm

It is nothing
Because
I feel nothing
I mean nothing
To this lonely world

sometimes
i wish i were severely injured on the brink of death
because then i would be a priority
and then someone would show me how much they truly loved me

I cant stand myself
Nor do i love myself
Is that why no one can love me?
Is this all my fault?
What am I speaking of
Of course it is

I was use to the unusual
The pain and torment of dysfunction
And in return he loved me more than I knew or noticed

I was distracted
By the glitter and appeal of "we will, "we are," and "us"  
That I'd forgotten about me
And him
And the beginning

Twirling him around my finger
Losing sight of my ambitions
Slightly unsure where to go

He is mine
Or half of me?

Without a way of knowing what's best
But only knowing what's right
And never knowing who is wrong

If I knew myself better
Love would never bleed
And April would have stayed all year long