It's Christmas today Time to rejoice with family And friends Unwrapping the gifts of love precious the gems ,held dear Joyous the moments Bring in warmth and cheer
Children's stockings Filled with gifts Relishing plum cakes and candies And delicious treats A twinkle in the eyes And spirits bright And a fun filled starry night*
I want to drink away the memory of you but the alcohol running down my throat doesn't burn nearly as much as the pain of my heartache the day I decided to walk away
"boys will be boys" no. "boys will be held accountable for their actions" yes. "girls wear pink" no. "girls can wear whatever color they feel like wearing" yes. "people should be taught to be true to themselves" absolutely.
Inconsistency and ambivalence. Constant push and pull. You're here. Now you're not. "I love you". We haven't spoken in months. Indifference and apathy. Mixed messages. I'm who you want when you don't want to be alone. Company. Just company.