I see the disappointment in your eyes.
Don't even try to deny it.
I listen to your lies.
Do you honestly think you can fool me?
I'm your daughter;
I'm your child.
What were you thinking when you brought her here?
Did you expect us to be instant best friends?
I won't speak out against you in front of my new "friend"
because that would end your little fantasy of me being normal.
Well, I have news for you too;
I
am
not
normal.

When you found me there crying,
You said, "What can I do?
I said, "Weave me a rope,
Something to hold onto."

"Use a few strands of hope,
And a couple of joy.
A bundle of friendship,
And one strand of peace."

Yes,
Please weave me a rope,
And if it stays strong,
I can fall from the cliff,
But I will forever know;
*I will never fall.

It's so hard to forget,
but it's so easy to feel regret.
I know I shouldn't,
but I miss you.
They say time takes away the pain,
but that's just not true.
It just softens the blow.
You hurt me, I know.
But that doesn't mean I haven't forgiven you.
I wished for so long that I could turn back the time,
back to when you were mine.
I'm better off without you, they say.
Isn't that for me to judge?
I don't know;
maybe I like getting hurt.

I try my best,
but my best isn't good enough for you.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I disappoint all of you.
I'm nothing but a *****-up,
and the sad thing is,
you think so to.

Every heart has its own rhythm
Not one is the same
You say you're insignificant
but you have no idea how unique you really are
This is your life
It's time to take control
and be who you're meant to be
Never change who you are for anybody

I pull my hair out as I scream
Is this real or is this a dream?
You're standing there as if it's nothing
How could you do this to me?
You're more than cruel
This is obscene
I can't believe it
How could you lie,
when all I did was care for you?
This isn't real
It's not something you would do
At least that's what you said
I can't believe you
You just went and cheated on me
like it was nothing to you
I was blinded by trust
This is something I couldn't see
I gave you my all
and you promised me the world
when you were my world
It all came crashing down
with that single confession,
my world died.
It could have been you and me
living blissfully
if only you hadn't lied
and hurt me like that