i really just need someone
but im just a ****** up girl
who pushes everybody away

and that is my problem

i just need somebody.

YOU WERE EVERYTHING I HAD ALWAYS WANTED BUT NOW YOURE JUST EVERYTHING THAT I WANT TO THROW AWAY.

you've damaged me so much, yet i still love you with all of my heart.

remember those 'i love you more fights'?

looks like i won.

you may have done me wrong a number of times,
but i will always love you.

there were times where you treated me like ****, but at the same time you treated me so nicely and that's what i fell in love with.

you are the person i love,
you are my 4 am thoughts,
you are in my mind.

i need you.

i need you like a fish needs water.

just to think at one point in our lifetimes, we didn't know each other existed.
now that we've met, i don't remember how i ever lived my life without you.
you were my 3 am thoughts, you were in my head 24/7 and i was going insane.
after you told me how you actually felt, i realized that you still are my 3 am thoughts and that you never left my head.
i soon came to realize that i /need/ you, and that i still love you.