madison

madison Oct 2014

im the girl who would
apologize to you for bleeding
on your shirt after i got shot

im the girl who would
break down and cry after looking
at the most beautiful flower

im the girl who would
depend on others for happiness
because she cant satisfy herself

im the girl who you would never want,
im the girl with scars and burns,
im the girl who would never get a boyfriend.

im the girl that no one wants.

madison Aug 2014

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i dont know what to believe anymore.

madison Aug 2014

miles away.

miles and miles and miles away,
you are not even close.

i spend my days wishing you were closer to me,
because distance ******* *****.

madison Aug 2014

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i love you so much
yet im always sad
its not because of you,
my dear.
im just always beaten down.