"If you had a gun, I'd ask you to shoot me right now"
If I had a gun, I'd put it to my own head
Just so I could never hear those words again
I'll never forget laying at the foot of your bed
As you spoke about dying or the things that you said
Halfway through your contemplation of your life
You fell asleep and I was left laying like you stabbed me with a knife
But I laid there, at the foot of your bed
waiting for you to repeat everything
you said, I laid there in dread
Then you woke and continued
like you had never spoke
and asked once again
"Do you have a gun?"*
No, I don't have a gun
I can't pull the trigger
on all of your nightmares
but somewhere, out there
you've hallucinated
all of reality, it seems
you were unable to leave
until I aimed the barrel
between the eyes
of all your dreams
Above, a true story (and true words spoken) of the last days leading up to June 28 2008. I lost the one Man in my life that made other men work hard to be worthy.... I miss my Daddy :( you should not have been taken away so cruelly :(