It seems so long ago
but it was only a week
I longed to end my life
everything was too much
and you
you took care of me
tried to talk me down.
I love you for that
and now I'm back
to the habitual me
the me that you love
mean
delightful
*****
I'll never fall apart again
never ever
I'll never let you see me like that again
I'm ashamed
never again
I promise