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The Dream
annvelope Sep 2015
The Dream
I found you in my dream
You gave me butterflies.
They'd live in my chest,
And their wings would beat against my heart.
Nothing will ease this ache,
This pain, this blank space.

I woke up more empty.
Because the fact is,
I was never good enough to be your first choice.
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The Email
annvelope Dec 2014
The Email
From the email I've sent you this evening,
I wish you knew that...

You're my source of happiness.
I can't be happy if my happiness is not happy.
But words don't work so much, my love.
I want you still.
Dec 15, 2.48pm
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The Guilt And Regret
annvelope Dec 2014
The Guilt And Regret
How can I erase all my mistakes?
Can I take back every word?
All the lies and hearts I did break,
And ease those I disturbed?
My eyes all filled with regret,
As I lay alone in my bed.
#sorry
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There Are Times When...
annvelope Oct 2014
There Are Times When...
I don't excite you like how I used to.
#feelings #bittersweet
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The Salesman
annvelope Dec 2014
The Salesman
"Yes, what can I do to help you miss?"
He asked with a warm pleasant smile.
#adored
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Thoughts in Heads
annvelope Jul 2015
Thoughts in Heads
I thought you were special,
But you're just an ordinary.

I thought you love me,
But you're just pretending.

I thought you were different,
But you're just the same.

I thought of you...always,
But you're busy looking for others.

I thought I had given everything,
But it was never enough.

I thought things would be fine,
But it wont be the same.

I thought my heart could heal,
But my heart seems to get faded.

I thought of leaving,
But I am too in love to let go.
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Typical Thoughts
annvelope Oct 2014
Typical Thoughts
I thought of you today,yesterday
And the day before that
For every day good or bad
You'll always be in my head.

I'll never get you out ,
I simply don't know how
In fact ,
I'm thinking of you right about now.
#typicalthoughts #ohimisshim
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Ugly Lies Beauty
annvelope Apr 2015
Ugly Lies Beauty
Everything you told me, why did it sound so beautiful
When the way you moved looked so ******* ugly?
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Unexplain
annvelope Dec 2014
Unexplain
I've lose my way of life,
I've lose the sight of the sun.

I've promised myself that I will find my way out of the dark,
I've promised I will look at the sky and see it full of dreams.


I am lonely but I am whole,
No longer an empty shell, no longer sorry and cold
Thoughts in my brain I can't explain.
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Untitled
annvelope Dec 2014
Untitled
I'll look back in regret,
How I ignored when they said,
"Run as fast as you can."
#regret
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Untitled
annvelope Nov 2015
Untitled
With a simple smile,
A gentle touch,
You gave us everything,
The warmth of your heart resounding from within…

It’s so hard to let go,
When you mean the world to me…

Yet the twinkles in your eyes keep shooting stars across the skies,
I’ll miss you, love,
And all your colors keep shining through the darkest day,
You’ll never fade away,
Never fade away…

Forever love.
it's a lyric*
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Untitled
annvelope May 2016
Untitled
I chose your string but you let me go
painted walls red with the distress
I wanted love but I gained myself
without you here, I see common sense
I've got a clear head and a soul to match
won't ever make a mistake like that again
I'll paint my lips red before your neck
I'll create a canvas from all the pain
you're a life lesson, I'm not a rebound
I am independent, I am strong at mind
I will progress to be who I am
with red lips before a broken heart
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Waiting & Wondering
annvelope Nov 2015
Waiting & Wondering
Nothing much for today,
Been waiting for you to call me.

You said you love talking to me,
But there you go leave me waiting...
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Walid
annvelope Sep 2014
Walid
You crave me the power of the night skies,
Thank you.
#father #dad #realdadmoments #realheroes
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What did you miss?
annvelope Feb 2017
What did you miss?
I find it hard to move forward. I hope you are not doing good, but missing me instead.
fuckyoufuckyiewwwwwww.
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What's Left?
annvelope Nov 2014
What's Left?
Lovers come and go,
But memories stay forever.
#memories
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Wild Thinker
annvelope Nov 2014
Wild Thinker
I guess in the wild west,
It's okay to shoot the past
That annoys you.

Maybe there's no hope,
But I'm stubborn to keep looking.
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Wondering at 2 AM
annvelope Dec 2014
Wondering at 2 AM
Sometimes I stifle
Under this silence.
Will I eventually hold your hand one day,
As we walk by the shore?
Will I call you mine and
Will you call me yours?
I wonder if you'll remember me
And the love for you I had.
Only we hold the answer
Love and although we may still be uncertain,
I long to be by your side and together,
We will defy the odds.
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x without o
annvelope Apr 2015
x without o
It’s been a rough ride the last couple of days,
Including bumping into him this morning.

I wish…
I could run towards him and hugged him.
And if that weren’t enough,
I whispered into his ear,
“I missed you so much”.

It was an outcry for help,
An extended arm to be
Pulled out from a world of pain.

He said nothing.

Everything after that was just a blur,
And I don’t remember much.
Eventually we said “bye”
And we walked away from each other.
I never turned around.

Today still,
I have difficulties describing
What happened inside of me.
It was an emotional turmoil,
My stomach knotted.

*Somehow I got home and just fell into the bed.
Then something happened that pretty much saved me.
x/o
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You Keep Me Oxygenated
annvelope Oct 2014
You Keep Me Oxygenated
The rain it falls down up off the street
Lying on your single bed
And you wrapped your arms around me
When I'm in danger of getting so lost.

These thoughts will weigh me down
until I can't breathe
But except when I'm with you
I can finally breathe again.

I breathe you in
Because you are what I needed most.

My oxygen.
i love you boyfriend.  i really do.
#love #blessed
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