How to:
focus on letters falling
out of your mouth like
a leaky spigot when
you have orchard eyes &
honeysuckle lashes that I
am positive would feel
like the down of the most
expensive pillow if
brushed against my
fingertips, & lilac breath
that dances around your
dripping syllables so gracefully
& dissipates like the sweetest
fog around me so that
I cannot see past you;
but why, why
on Earth would I
ever look away?

I was once a girl
Who will fight
For you

Day by day
Night by night
My mind
Can't stop thinking about you
My heart
Can't stop beating every time when I see you

I thought
You were the one
I thought
You were the one who worth to fight

That was what I thought
But
I was wrong

'Cause it seems
You just give me hope

Hope?
Just hope
But it'll never be love

And now
I'm no longer who I used to be

And now
I'm no longer a girl

Who will fight for
You or any other man

I'll not fight
I'll never fight
Till he make me believe

"He's the one"

'Cause
I'm just tired
I'm just afraid
Of been fooled
*twice