you left me.
you're gone.
out of this silly, old town.
away from all of the disappointed faces, and frowns.
you're on to bigger things.
things that you deserve, and
things i could only dream of.
(i hope you enjoy Taiwan, it sounds pretty cool).
i miss you.
you've vanished, like a thief in the night
a bird in flight
and i don't think it's quite right, the fact that
i may never see you again.
but it's "okay",
i guess.
(but, there are some things i never told you, because i've always been too scared.
you have really pretty eyes. and a really pretty smile. and really pretty dimples. and a really pretty laugh. and you're just a really pretty person overall).
you won't remember me.
or maybe you will.
"the girl who admired me from afar".
(or the girl who spent her nights writing poetry about nothing but dead people, love, herself, desire, and you).
the girl who was always too afraid to make the first move.
i hope you know
that i liked you.
and i'll always regret,
not saying "hello",
because i was too afraid of
what might follow.