Why do these demons constantly torment me and bring me deeper and deeper into that horrible darkness all I want to do is escape but I feel them grasp my ankles there is so many how could I ever escape im lost im dazed and they already have pulled me in they control me I feel me shifting I no longer care, I no longer feel, what is possibly happening to me  how come they wont let go? what have I done to deserve this? why couldn't they let me be? this torment is to much no matter how much I run or how well I hide they find me and drag me under once again I miss the light and where has my flower gone it was beside me and no its gone with the rest of what I cared why why do these demons torment me so

I spent to much time thinking about what I was missing from the past and never stopped to think that I had all I needed here with me in my present and would have been my future if I would have stopped and just opened my eyes instead I blinded myself and left myself lost in this world no longer understanding where I am going no longer know my way home, head is constantly spinning no longer understand the meaning of up and down and not only am I blinded in my reality but in my dreams filled with nightmares that bring me to hell every night but I couldn't bring myself to say I don't deserve it

Would you watch the sunset with me? Will you let me be by your side and make me forget my shattered memories? Could you possibly even slow down time so we could watch that sunset for eternity and not give a care in the world and just relax in its beautiful rays? The sunset so beautifully striking  that I wish I could see it everyday that it may be the background to my world and may the slightest light brighten up even the most darkest days. The sunset that makes the heart beat the sunset that makes you smile and at last  the sunset that gives you the most memorable images in your head, could you slow down time so we could watch it for an eternity?

Although broken my heart may be and lost my mind is nothing will ever replace these memories of what could and was, ive been stabbed in the heart a million times before but im still here im standing strong because I know I have you yes im insane yes im as lost as can be but in the end I know ill always have you and would never learn to hate you for I will always and forever love you

If you
drop an
interesting idea
in calm water
it will
create deeper and
wider ripples