For one, it could be destined
How we met till we wed
It is now revealed, your plan which you kept clandestine
Left me bleeding profusely alone on my bed

It is clear it is revenge you were after
Like a knife piercing through my heart
Without empathy, you watched and let me suffer
Animosity grew, at a gallop we drifted apart

For the other, a beautiful connection was forged
Immersed into each other, our vision was blurred
An intimate ride of heat and passion, her heart was gorged
Till one day, reality sank in and a voice whispered addiction was the word

Her heart was still yearning
For the true feelings that was left behind
Patiently counted the months and days, she was still waiting
Only to realize, her unconditional love was declined

Like faded photographs with lines and creases
The precious moments remained etched vividly in her memory
Feeling her heart break into a million pieces
While her tears flow, praying hard HE will end her misery

If I am blessed with magical wings,  I'll hold you tight and fly so high
So you could dance with the moon and sing to the stars
While I watch and admire your talent with a proud sweet sigh
And let them take you on a journey from Earth to Mars

If I am blessed with the power to disappear, I'll bring you with me
To a beautiful place with mountains of snow, your utmost enjoyment
So you could make snowballs, whilst your face lights up with impish glee
I'll let you throw them right at me and see your eyes sparkle with merriment

If I am blessed with immortality, I would love you forever
I'll unceasingly protect you from all the masked faces and cruel intentions in this temporary world
I'll stand by you to face every challenge life has to offer
And through the whole path of your life, not yet unfurled...

You left me without remorse and hesitation.
I stayed in exhaustion in bedding of ice.
I see your ghostly outlines.
You are like polar ice cap in distant horizon.
I can not stand insulation.
I reached irreversible aspects of survival.
Little heat of my body has left.
My whole body embraces the numbness to the core of bones.
Dark hallicunations penetrate my mind.

You left me without remorse and hesitation.
Maybe unconsciousness will rescue me from pain.
My heart will stop functioning soon.
I wish I could do something to save myself.
I need anesthetic of your kisses,
your sweet morphine of saliva.
I barely close my eyes to sleep.
I tremble and search for answers
why you left me,
why God allows for loud cry,
why destiny walks dark paths.
Will mountain of ice in you crumble?

You left me without remorse and hesitation.
Nothing makes sense.
Haviness is growing inside of me.
I try to speak with flames of grief.
I try to play with them
but soon I will stop breathing.
Inaudible lullaby lulls me to sleep.
You are my attacker now, my conspirator.
Obviously you feel innocent and blame me
for sinfulness which I carry with me,
for lies that were not spoken.

You left me without remorse and hesitation.
I am waiting here in pain for your endorsement.
I vowed to be with you forever.
Promises fade away in the cold
from lack of heartbeat and breathing
as I now died here for you.
After this initial death may come  
second and third death
until I wake up with you
staring into the ocean of your  eyes
like a shore waiting for waves.

You left me without remorse and hesitation.
Without you all parts of my body screams in pain.
I am churned sea wishing calmness,
lost molasse on your journey through world,
underwater sounds not heared by anyone.
My thoughts are inquisitive for your words not said.
I am kneeling in beseeching prayers.
Maybe this will save us from disdain and sorrow.
My confusion is mixed with panic attacks
that I will never kiss your eyes again,
that love floated like frightened bird,
that world would die with my dreams.

Every crisis is opportunity from God for new life.
It is impossible to avoid in life human, spiritual crisis.
However, everything in life is useful.
Life is a constant demolition and creation of brick of life.
Do not destroy in order to ruin
but to build with elements similar to the previous world a new one.

When I commune with you
I feel like I'm standing in front of the fire.
You are mine good, my only future.
You are leading me skyward.
We enjoy exploration of body and soul.
The space is filled with criminal act.
I got burnt in your arms.
We are close to the explosion.
You belong to my hands, lips and toes.
You whole belong to me  
with your silky tongue,
with skin intriguing as well-written novel,
with thighs bobbing like the sound of a lullaby,
with secrets of scarlet lips.
I realized my dreams next to you.
I found a new heights in space of love.
Unlock the doors of your innocence for me.
My personal mission is to make you my real home.
Am I worthy of your trust?
Our mission is one and the same.
I do not expect anything in return.
Come out of the shadows of shyness and disbelief.
Do not be deeply troubled by unnecessary things.
Wind and fire live in harmony.
I sank to the bottom of you
and I floted up to surface of your fingerprint.
I exhale your sight like tempting Eve.
Nothing can overshadow discoveries of my love for you,
any careless mistake.
I entrusted you my innermost desire.
This is our moment of glory.