Sing me a lullaby
Put me to sleep
Stay at my side
Please never leave
Words I cannot utter
Because of too much pain
So sing me a lullaby
At least, keep me sane.

My love has left me
with only silence... in my heart.
I could not talk.
I could not even cry...
I could only remember
the hurtful goodbye.

I miss the magic,
Of new romance,
Blossoming,
A feeling of electricity,
Beyond the point of words,
Chemistry immeasurable,
The crippling happiness,
Exhilarating fear,
A riot of feelings,
Heart stampeding,
Mind enveloped,
Stomach twisted,
Eyes entranced,
Completely, utterly, spellbound,
Oh, how I miss the magic

If I write from the heart,
I could write for a lifetime;
For my heart will keep on beating
as long as I live.
In its every beat,
it has a story to tell -
what keeps it going,
who does it sing for,
what inspires it to dream,
what makes it cry...
Beat by beat. Letter by letter.
They become words and words
become phrases.
I am writing from my heart now,
perhaps you're reading this.
I end with only one wish, that is,
May these words reach your
heart so you may also
write for a lifetime.

If love is not but a dream
Than I am just an essence
To occupy unneeded space
Never to feel the warmth
Of my soul embraced

In the vision of love
My very being shudders
An orchestral muse
Intervened by an abruptly
Dissonant key

Some things are just beyond my capacity
Like being kicked, in the stomach by reality
I’m beaten up by its brutality
Having to change my mentality
Only to brace myself for the worst.
So when I fall, face first, I can at least be familiar with the pain already.

To see me everyday
To smile at me when no one does

You see me as a kid
A kid that needs love and care

But you never look to me
And see me as a lover
A lover who is willing
To give his heart
Just for you
To break it
And to scatter it
Like sand in the shore

Tell me who you are.
Who you were.
Who you’ve been.
Before you met him.