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 Jan 2020 lemons and rain
mads
I’m going to watch you walk away from me one day
And the world will flatten, finally.
And I think I’ll let the ocean
Take me that day...
And I think I’ll let you be the end of me.
I’ve been thinking about drowning again.
But I’ve found home in the nape of your neck.
I’m still scared.
My city, my baby
she wraps me up in her hum
as soles make contact with pavement

faded asphalt and crumbling leaves
line my walk to restoration

as I fade into the crowd
no longer owing smiles to every eyecontact

she consumes me
my pain
my secrets
my effort

no longer moving with my own two feet
but her lull sweeps me
pulling with a car horn here
a siren there
the clatter of tracks in the distance

my anxieties are consumed
by blents of sticky sweet dough
passing tobacco
seasoned lamb

she pulls me from the depths of my mind
by the confrontation of traffic
the impact of a red man flasihing with five seconds left
not looking twice as your stride alone will protect

Her stories and glass
growing up up up
with every stomp towards her heart

this is home
oh how I've missed my love
“Velocity is squared in centrifugal force”
You yelled, as you grabbed my knee,
Your goofy face begging me to laugh.
 Feb 2019 lemons and rain
Meera
What flows in your veins
Blood or Anguish??
Sometimes your poems kick me in the gut and sometimes they soothe me with love
 Feb 2019 lemons and rain
gray
i havent stopped crying since 9pm on that sunday
my eyes are raw and heavy and my hand is still bruised from unresolved anger issues
i can't remove the reason why because it's all around me
music whispers your name between lines
the breeze carries your soft hands over my skin
and every once in awhile a stranger will smell like you
but it's not you
and it won't be for awhile
until the day comes that i can kiss you and not sink into the ground
i will be sitting at the same beach that you told me you loved me
waiting for the tide to come in
and you with it
not the best maybe not the worst
 Feb 2019 lemons and rain
gray
I'll scrawl pages of your name
because every way the letters turn make my eyes burn
The night you told me i was your favorite slur
My name has turned into something i never want my children to learn
Sweet salt drips from your lips
You speak in compliments and quotes
A personality made from mistakes
I keep giving and you always take
But never more than you need
a feeling of everlasting trust

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