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Me, a cynic?
can't be
I love all that
which is scenic!
Don't you sing me
another love-song
enough I've had
my love all went wrong-

don't you tell me
love is sweet as a rose
my sense of smell is lost
now my poor heart I close-

don't you persuade me
to go in search of another
too many tears I've shed
I don't ever wish again to be a lover-

don't you write me a poem
of love pure and over-glorified
from life I've walked away
my feelings have long ago sadly died.
* copyright 2019
My life-long journey I made
to the furthest edge
of experience--in patience
and humility-- old age
begins to tell but no message
of understanding or joy
has greeted me in my passage
I'm far from being enriched
what's before me
is dim and desolate--
the field is parched
the trees are starved
the sea is tideless
the sky is charcoal-black
birds have taken flight
new havens to locate
they would never come back

there's nothing here
for an old man to celebrate
but to sigh and regret--

there's not the slightest flicker
of light in the stealthy night
there's no moon awaiting
nor a single star in sight-

I feel the utter emptiness
my heart begins to cry
my feet are frozen in numbness
as the bitter winds unabatedly blow by.
* after T.S.Eliot
I could pull out a nail,
had it been hammered
                     to make me wail.

I would pluck out an arrow
shot by love to sow sorrow.

I would even shed no tear
if stabbed with a spiteful spear.

But...

That ***** driven deep
'midst many a day’s heedless leap
had me short wallow and weep
in artful time's endless keep.

It spun and bit smaller than grit,
slower than a nit yet surer than seed.
Much more than greed sown to sneak.
Direr than deed, milder than mead.

Now on my knees, ******* in need,
By thine eyes smitten indeed.

©️Hirondelle (19/01/2019)
That young boy in Hirondelle is musing again to make you smile with the juvenile voice in the last couplet if not all across the poem! :)

I’ll come back with a more literary one very soon. :)

I won’t hide it... This playful mood came over me after I had been through a very long and relentlessly crushing working period.... Was looking for a catharsis, perhaps.

‘*******’ is for people who would prefer to indulge -but not wallow- in their woeful infatuations just to draw the thick sap of love from its pain and reversely concoct an elixir of joy.

Yes, joy in woe... A nimble mind and a strong heart relish that recipe. Masochism? Nooo... the heart and the mind abhor that... Let's leave it for want of another name and only enjoy the pleasure of being *******. :)
We
Don’t prepare
For
Our  best in life

But
We have
To be prepared
For the worst

The
Man or woman
That loves you
At
Your worst

Is
The one you give
Your best



That’s true love!
I can only  hope you acknowledge that , before They fade into the wind
Love the sloth in my mind
Busy sloth-ing away it’s time
The cheetah, somewhere around
Slogging away all the while
The two at loggerheads
Tearing up my heart
The Mind, a multitasker
The Heart put to tasks
Time to summon the tortoise
I surmise
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