I feel better in my waking day
I can eat again, sleep again
No attack from my brain has came
That is
Until I fall asleep
Living here pulls out all of the things
I never like thinking about
I fall into my dreams with ease
But always wake in the morning
Feeling quite displeased
I wish I knew how to shake the sadness
That so deeply envelops me
As much as I try
Everyone can see
All my sadness
And it’s depressing glory
I’m trying I’ll say
Trying
Trying
Trying

i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body.  i like what it does,
i like its hows.  i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones,and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the,shocking fuzz
of your electric furr,and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh….And eyes big love-crumbs,

and possibly i like the thrill

of under me you so quite new