You don't want to be lonely like the people you have *** with.
You don't understand the ones you love are perceptive.
I've watched you wish your life away and blame it all on strangers.
Performing to the audience, hoping someone takes notice of the lies.
You're not as detached as you show through your disguise.

It was like my heart stopped beating...The house is tremendously quiet, after you moved out.
Baby I was wrong, so wrong, I have tried and tried to make it work.
The anger and the fear so strong.  It kept driving me to kick you out.
Your words were so relentlessly painful and stabbing, your lies and broken promises blinding me.
Baby I was wrong, so wrong, should have tried to make it work out.
But you said you were not using, but I knew your secret.  So hidden from me, your highs were filled with crazy ideas and your lows were crashingly unbearable.
I didn't want to be your caretaker, but your lover and friend, and now we are a distant memory that echoes in my head.
I loved you so very much, the future was so bright, but your lies and broken promises robbed us of what could be.
We had our moment in time..

The very moment I turn to walk away from my baby's arms I feel as though I have been condemned to live without his charms.
My hands feel tied behind my back and a bag put over my head.
I walk through life like a zombie, like I am the walking dead.
Thoughts of tender moments together run through my head.
And now I wait for my sentence to be delivered, can I last another day, another hour, cause without my baby, I cannot last another second.