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L Feb 2016
20w
You lie to push away worthy blame
But what will you do...
when the lies are turned back at you?
The truth hurts.
Careful, kitten.

Leigh
  Feb 2016 L
princessv
"I'm going to cry every day for the rest of my life"
my dad
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Me- "Christmas was two months ago, isn't that sad?"
M-"that's a weird thing to think about"
but apparently it's completely normal to think about suicide and deliberately hurt others feelings?
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closer to the edge
  Feb 2016 L
Rj
Every single bit of drive
The dream that once propelled me forward
Working vigorously, trying to reach it
Thinking I could reach it
Now seems just that. A dream.
And I feel as though I've let down
Every single person I see
And the motivation is all gone,
Because what am I working for?
Please tell me, what am I working for
If he's right, then what am I doing
Shouldn't I give up
Shouldn't I stop
Shouldn't I just fill in the role
Of the dissappoinment
we all knew would happen
  Feb 2016 L
M
I just want to be free. ******, I just want to be free.
  Feb 2016 L
M
I should not and will not censor my own feelings.
I take precautions: talk to whom I trust, block those I don't
I do these things explicitly because I don't want to make things messy
I don't want things reaching certain ears, so I do what I think is best
but everyone deserves to express their feelings without fear,
everyone deserves to talk about their pain without being taken the wrong way,
so if you want to know, ask me. If not, *******.
I've kept myself quiet for too long. I deserve to work through things
and heal in peace. No one asked anybody to go out of their way to read
what I have to say. Let me say it again.
No one asked anybody to go out of their way to read what I have to say.
Unless I told someone something face to face or consented
explicitly to their knowledge about something, it's none of their business
and frankly, if you think you can make an assumption then you know nothing
about my life. If you want to leave me be, leave me be. Let me deal.
If you want to be a part of my life, then do so, talk to me.
But don't talk about me. You waste your time and mine.
  Feb 2016 L
Maple Mathers
far too young

to
be
this
**OLD
(All poems original Copyright of Eva Denali Will © 2015, 2016)
L Feb 2016
If you feel the urge to see me
Well you'd best pretend you're blind
I don't mean to be unkind
But all the reasons I left you behind
They should be clear now
Leigh
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