Will you let me know?
Breathing, sleeping, eating, and all out functioning
It's hard
Without your support I'd need your permission....right?
I'm doing everything I can
I don't want to need you because who would sign themselves up for a codependency that isn't even mutual
I suppose I would
Oh wait, can I cry about it or do I get a lash of angry emotion beyond comprehension for that as well
Do I even have the go ahead to verbally affirm you and my reasons to stay?
Can I please breathe? Please?

What is the purpose of life?
Perhaps you look to educate
Teaching others your ways
Have you wondered where you dictate?

Perhaps your purpose is to bring new life
You are a young woman to me
Power is through pain and sacrifice
It's all worth it for little smiles to be

When do you say for sure
I found my life reason
That's what I've focused on
Is how purpose changes with season

Innocence and back roads
Sweet tea and allure
In the form of a housewife
Sugar cane so pure

Searching for meaning
Meaning is found
Nothing to search for
Nothing around

In the middle of nowhere
College is no part
But sweet tea and sweet lips
Snake tongues to the old ****

Don't let her fool you
With cherry red lips
She takes your harsh words
The "*****'s" heart rips

I hate the South
Where women are trash
But trust when your **** ups
Cause that Ford truck to crash

This a prayer to MY God
Lord oh God,
Some see you and see judgement without compassion
I see compassion without judgement for you have made us to make our own choices
You, oh God, have been through hell and back with us
This is the reason for your Righteous name as our Heavenly Father
I find those who don't follow you, lost
I shall not judge for some are not taught to worship THEIR God
They are taught that if an earthly father would forsake than why wouldn't our Heavenly Father
Our father on earth has been made to show the likeness of you but has fallen to worldly turmoil
Remembered that when you blame MY/YOUR God for choices a man with free will had made
Consider that......