Why must I feel?
Attraction.
Interest ..
Curiosity...
Or Welcome
If curiosity and such
Killed the cat?
Why does the woman in HIM
Hide
hold back....
Tears....
Honesty.....
Crushes.  
vanity.....
If the outside seems to define...
Soul....
Motives....
Class...
When only pies in a bakery
Need a tasty crust?
Why should one feel scared to...
Admit attraction....
Admit Interest....
Admit Fear
Admit Loneliness...
If such means weakness and Shallowness
When only bodies of water
Can become such.
All of the above is....
Human....
Natural..
Me?

I have yet to receive
My mutual love
From that one I put forth energies ,to.
Freedom of feeling uplifted
When the signal is returned
I fly on the wings of the Dove.

Nights go by
No answers to my connection
The one whom I hold dear....
She  seems to never hear
Or has seen the true admirer,near.

What is the price
To receive what love
I selflessly put forth
As  a signal to gain her attention?
Gold,youth,ot fame?
Questions arise as the pain
Of her silence plauges me

Does she fail to see
That id give her my whole world
My life
Just to have her return my energy
My feeling
My true care
My heart?

To create a brave and new miracle
Of a new life
A newer world
Mutually together....
As a brilliant start...

Of a better existence
Than remaining a loner
A drifter
In a large world
Uneeded by those fakers
And those who fail to except
My invite
To a better world
After all we've been through .
Such an answer
To end painful lonely days
With you by my side
Each day ... A paired experience.

No matter with family
Or celebrated solo
Thanks to life and friends
Your soul is no low.
Energy to understand why
Grateful energies lift you up
Is worth more than a dinner
And a wine filled cup.
Thanksgiving is the celebration of
Freedom,strength,life, and appreciation
Not just for friends and family
For every thing you've earned,enjoyed,and the life you are still in
Such things are worth cheers and celebration.

I hold respect in my soul.
For women who are gifts and also many other things...
Strength
Friendship
True care
Honest...
Intelligent
They know what they want...
So I hardly disrespect a miracle.. a gift
through being shallow and *****...I never taunt
I never try and be the power of any relations with a lady
I wish to win her heart through my inner heart shining through
No one earns a gift of such a beauty
without staying honest, clear, and supportive. Never shady
Although I might show attraction and also interest in her...
I slowly understand and grow to know her

For if I am ideal for such a miracle. She shall stay near me
grow with me
Show her interest in the most beautiful of ways
As we slowly win each other's hearts


Their is never any doubt
As we look into each other's eyes
spending every moment we can, together

Enjoying the bond in which it starts.


The miracle comes as she notices more than my looks
and sees into my eyes and true patterns of communication

As I see into hers and feel a mutual energy
drawing us together
to enjoy each other's companionship
Forever.

Marriage and love are two forces united
One dies without the other's life giving energy.
Materialistic wants
****** Passion
Status and Fame. They are meaningless
Never fueling the true energies to draw her near - a flame fails to become ignited
Eternity is the bond between two souls
as they spend the rest of their soul's existence
after vows are shared
Both of you knowing one cannot live without the other, near

To guide, comfort, and lift the other back up through rough times

It is those who part from this "adherence to this bond and force"
due to inner fears
of how to handle this strongest of bonds
Only the true feeling and loving hearts fuse to the other in honesty
realness
true virtues
and the longing for her spirit to color your eternal life

quickie ***
beauty from the outside
and the dates that brought you two to meet
are merely a test of a beginning


to see if your spirits are meant to fuse with one another
when the time is right
you both decide to ignite the flames to burn your love into forever's wall of signatures of true care and wishing to be two people meshing into becoming one heart

one force that has been tried and has succeeded

family is created. A beautiful mother.
A faithful and unfailing father
to never cheat or leave her side
to never break the vows
that brought a gift of her to you

Marriage is more than a simple commitment of law and or conscious
It is true future's which, together and forever, were meant to be.
Forever the light shall shine from both of you and upon you
a signature glowing as you live the rest of your lives
a light of a miracle that both just simply cannot hide.