Kaiden

Kaiden Jan 7

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I may not accompany you
In your further path.
For you have left me behind
While i still haven't forgotten you.

It still kinda hurts

#breakup

Kaiden Jan 7

Needles injected into my body,
Machines everywhere,
The concerned nurses whispering to each other.
The tests and
The forgotten fear of needles,
Define my existence.
I am a test subject,
Nothing wrong but nothing right.
And they will continue
Until it's too late.

Since i was a child i had really bad dizziness and sometimes fainting, all of that getting worse over time. Since i was 12 ive been getting multiple tests but no one knows what's wrong. I literally got used to needles (i used to have panic attacks just seeing them). I feel like a ******* test subject.

#test #subject #needle #doctor #illness

Jan 7

Ksenija Ostojić

Clinginess

I hate being clingy but can't help it.

I miss you, I've been thinking about you, about us.
I miss the days we talked everyday, all night.
And I don't mind the red flags you possess,
because I only think about positive about you and obsess.
Even though we never dated, I still am clingy and annoying over you.
I'm sorry.

#clingy #sad

Jan 6

Peter Gerstenmaier

The undoing

I'm terrified
With the idea
That our undoing
Might become the
Latest addition to my
Vast list of shortcomings

Yesterday my wife said she wants to move out. I know she meant it and I can't say that I blame her, for I wouldn't want to stay married with my current self either. I really hope that I can make her come around. I'm just not sure how.

#undoing #shortcoming #us

Jan 6

Ksenija Ostojić

Search of God

Humans are so lost in the search of God that they have lost themselves.

#religion #philosophy

Kaiden Jan 5

Death's lullaby

Shut your eyes,
Fall into the pain's tight embrace,
And go to sleep.
Forget the lies,
At a tiring pace,
The very few memories to keep.

The monster's gone,
But is it true?
You think you won,
But the monster is you.

So shut your eyes,
Fall into pain's tight embrace,
And go to sleep.
Forget the lies,
At a tiring pace,
The very few memories to keep.

Kinda proud of this one. But now, shut your eyes, fall into pain's tight embrace...

#lullaby #death #monster #sleep