diamond youth: Poems

14.2k · Jan 2016

diamond youth Jan 2016

dear ex-boyfriend
did you feel euphoric when you ****** the life right out of me?
did you feel on top of the ******* world when you slipped something into my cup?
i'll tell you something dear ex-boyfriend, the pain inside of me that winds up and down and twists my intestines will forever bruise my heart
i'll tell you something my dear, dear ex-boyfriend
i'll never get it back, what god-given right did you have?
what god-given right did you have?
my body is my temple and you invaded and destroyed and corrupted it and i'll never get it back
tell me something ex-boyfriend, are you proud?

going through a pretty ****** breakup rn

#sad #ex-boyfriend #breakup

1.7k · Apr 2016

i've never liked them

diamond youth Apr 2016

i've never liked them

brown eyes; never liked em
always thought they were bland
never even thought to look past em,
but i did today
he told me of his brother,
i saw something beneath those brown eyes
almost took his life, that cancer did
i don't know why but i can't seem to dislike those brown eyes

cliche *** poem but i met a boy
tbh, i saw something in him today that i hadn't seen from anyone else
empathy

#nice #freeform #browneyes

735 · Feb 2016

Fervor

diamond youth Feb 2016

Fervor

Tempered by your love, I was just your bad bridge to burn through.
You lit the flame but watched it exhaust too.

#heartbreak #regret #fire #sadness #breakup #flame

363 · May 2016

Alex

diamond youth May 2016

Alex

You see,
I'm still upset over you leaving,
everyone said I would be over it by now.
But I sit back and I mourn over what could've been,
I sit back and remember everything that we did.
I remember the I love you's, I remember everything.
I hope you remember, uneasy hearts weigh the most.

Last line is from the song by Dance Gavin Dance, give it a listen.

301 · Feb 2016

writers block

diamond youth Feb 2016

writers block

yeah its something i'm going through pretty badly rn
i'll have some stuff up soon

266 · May 2016

Honey

diamond youth May 2016

Honey