You say my grades don’t matter.
You say, “I love you no matter what.”
Then why am I invisible?
Why do they only see the red numbers on my sheet?

You ask me, “Is everything fine?”
What do you expect me to say —
that I’m f**d up?
That I dream about leaving?
That I keep a blade in my front pocket?

You say I don’t share,
but you don’t pay attention.
I play the piano till my fingers bleed,
I scream songs that reflect me,
I even talked to you.

Maybe it’s because you liked me,
never loved me.
Maybe I’m so flawed I can’t see,
or maybe it’s both.
Maybe we’re both flawed —
we’re only human.

Dark eyes,
Dark hair,
Lace like shadows, skin laid bare.
Pale as moonlight on the snow,
Lips that beckon, pull, then go.
Fingernails trace a burning line,
Pain and pleasure intertwine.
Your breath is thunder in my ear,
A whisper deep, too close to fear.
A glance, a sway, your wicked art,
You steal my breath, then take my heart.
So come, you devil dressed in silk,
I'll drown for one more taste of milk.

i'm wrong about everything
i'm the king of wrong
but when it comes to you
everything is different

A Prisoner In Palestine.
As I pray for
Freedom it's never
Near i'm alone again
And in fear forever
My children shall be
In fear I'm saddened
By life but fear my
Heart is broken
Into pieces of rage
Of endless wars
Never before can I feel
Freedom only war I feel
I'm saddened no love
For my children but fear
Forever evil in Palestine
We shall never be free
As I reach out for freedom
I'm shot down never feeling
Loved only fear forever
My dream of freedom is gone
As I shall always be a prisoner
In Palestine as I weep my
Children weep our elders weep
Freedom gone forever I slowly
Watch my children die
Forever our hearts shall never be
Free never feeling love only rage
But I pray for these evil people
That my freedom shall be near
But forever I shall never be free
Never feeling freedom but fear
A prisoner forever I shall always be.