i feel empty
although you fill me
in every corner of my thoughts

i feel heavy
although the love for you
let me fly

first sight
my mind
playing games
going wild

was it all in my head
****
i regret that it wasn't real
when we met

so now
everynight i lay there
in my bed
without you by my side
but only you on my mind
kissing my hand
pretend
to be your lips i kiss