A few days of school,
thats all it took
for me to fall
fall in love with a girl
her name was Teemaeh
she was always sweet
she was pretty
she was smart
she likes this boy
and this boy I hate
but I never forget
that might not be true fate

I miss your smile,
your laughter,
the chuckle you had,
the way your whole body
colluded with the laugh.

I miss your step,
the way you walked,
the soft spoken talk,
the humour, the dry jokes,
that I miss deeply,
the memory chokes.

I miss your look,
that gaze,
the big eyed stare,
that look
that seemed to say:
I care.

I miss you
for not being here,
miss your presence
in a room,
the chair vacant
where you once sat,
the photographs of you
looking back,
saying nothing,
looking far away,
nothing more to say.

I miss the whole of you,
not just bits and pieces,
not just this or that,
not just your tee shirts
or black hat.

I miss you
and wait for answers
that may never come,
never find the real reason why
someone ****** up
or why you had to die.

I like to wonder, crazy things
When i am bored
Moles climbing trees
and more absurd things
Like cookies coming out of boards
I also think
When u broke my heart…
I don't think i'm bored anymore

A broken swing set.
Dust carpeting the fractured terrain.
Lost, in forgotten memories.

The sun was shining,
The birds were chirping,
A bomb exploded.
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             .
             .
Well THAT escalated quickly.