through text, reflect,
this horror set,
was all inside my head
a million moons were changing,
they were spinning like a top
the sun a little scalding,
and the cats were getting lost
my summer suffered silence,
but my colder winds were soft
and i am breeding guilt
for the things this mind begot
these worms are only eating,
and the worms were made by God
my heart, with little beating,
barely breathing, blood would clot
a lack of light, adjusting eyes,
and laughter half forgot
'neath July skies, i realised,
in living, i was not
i wake in the night, i pace like a ghost
the room is on fire, invisible smoke
i'm drowning but quiet, on oceans i choke
help me hold onto you
(T.S, The Archer)