"Girl, don't you see what you're worth?"
The world she would curse, it was easier than showing the pain of where it most hurt
Every day cursing her mother for bringing her into this world

She tried to escape
Going out of her way
To find any potion or pill that would take her sadness away

"Why did you do it?"
Lost in confusion
Living everyday under the influence
She was art at its finest
But her actions and habits would slowly bring her to ruins

Even then that wasn't enough
Working around all of her bluffs
I then knew there was something deeper than all the scars in her heart
Deeper than all the skin she had cut
... A needing for love

'Twas the night before death..

She was her only opponent facing each moment alone
High to the pipe, drinking til she couldn't feel the pain anymore
Only the burning sensation of tequila
down her throat
Her days became gray
Her memory vague
Wishing for someone to wash every teardrop away, without the need to ever beg, or plead them to stay

But what do you expect
Only so much to take
The smile she everyday faked, was merely her soul, shattered by blades

What more can I say
Clogging her nose up with ice, it won't be long before her body, begins paying the price
A horrific mistake, she tried to escape, from all the had made her afraid
The strength she contained, the little bit that remained, was greater than that which most drove her insane
She was warned, she was told
And even then that wasn't enough to stop her from selling her soul for some gold
Thus, the night she turned cold

I stayed,
And fell,
Deep in the abyss.
Deep in the madness.
Made it my passion.
A life I had unknowingly cashed in.
Brought it to fashion.
And once I did,

I left,
And fell away from the habit
Rising above these devilish dances
No longer saddened
Into love I sprung like a rabbit
Destined to make happiness happen
And once I did,
I stayed

Someone to understand
Someone to make sense of all that I am

Too deep
Its times like these
I put reality to sleep

I'd like to believe I know what is next but I don't  
I can't live for the past, I can't live for the future,
I can only live for the moment,
So I own it.
I'm on a spiritual level and no one seems to understand
It's as if I'm living on a foreign land
With low to no company
I managed the come up with strength and with sovereignty
I did it alone

Now that's in the past
Now I need something new

New partner, new experience

And that's what I need

"What happened, the night She disappeared?"

Time Lapse

The mother, screaming, in her greatest moment of fear,
but all I remember were droplets of tears
by which her make-up was smeared

Police sirens everywhere
Without a clue
            
       ~She,       became      Air~

Absence of Air, suffocated her loved ones
Each day their suffering became ever more great
To the point where their food no longer had taste

Time came and time went
No postcard or even a letter was sent
Gray haired and great stress
But all the mother ever needed was Air to satisfy her hunger for breath

The mother cried and cried

Why did she leave?

Wishing and waiting for Air to come and say hi
Gasping and gasping, the official last moments to all that is life
A final good-bye
And then, she finally died...

As you can see,
Air never came
Air never carried no shame
Air never stayed in one place
Because Air, was never meant to be tamed..