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3.0k · Apr 2014
sakura
in the feeble shadow

cast by the cherry tree

the depression of you

still sleeps in the grass

after all these years...



you fell asleep next to me

and i stole glances of your kind face

for the longest time...

i understood the secrets

you tried to withold



beautiful secrets



now they are a part of me

forever



i am haunted by your breathing

your head against my shoulder

in the shadow

cast by the old cherry tree

blossoms caressing the sanctuary

where your body once slept

next to mine



Without you

i am but a shadow
2.6k · Apr 2014
Metempsychosis
Metempsychosis and Dream
METEMPSYCHOSIS AND DREAMSCAPES


Dramatis Personae ---


nYxEr0s -
an umbral being wielding the soul "morpheus nyktelios", in the shape of the sword of nocturnal dreams.
he can enter the dreams and sub-consciousness of trees, rocks, rivers, droplets of rain and people in order to restore inner balance, or destroy it.
he is the principality of earth and water intertwined.
the personification of ****** nocturnal desire and the night itself, and he wields the power to restore, fulfill of destroy dreams.


IrUx0iD -
a name that is whispered in nyxeros' dreams. the inverted and warped spelling of the secret name of his second self, his one true love; The Dioskouri.
this astral phantom wields the sword "Philopannyx", because his power and reason for being is to love the night, and all that the night encompasses.
one day these two variations of one purpose will meet, fuse in a loving and resplendent embrace and then the universe will devour itself, overlapping it's inexplicable film of pure darkness, converge the surrounding nothingness upon it's solemn silence in the darkness, and then light will be born and life will begin anew.


AWAKENING


An eldritch and wyld prescence has manifested itself upon these desolate shores. Emanating from the deep soil of a long forgotten world. Rich with life and benevolence, but also terrible cruelty. It is very old, and at the same time, very young. A will of old, and a spirit of youth. It has taken the shape of a human boy. He has come from beyond the river of eternal sleep. The merciless kiss of death and mortal undoing has left a crest upon that precious dwelling-place of his dreams and young intellect, as it is called in the world in wich his chtonic vessel now unknowingly decays. Now this being has come to us, in his final stage of sentience. Deep in his soul, the nexus of a bleeding ocean, a forgotten dream is trapped in perpetual waxing and waning. Upon his moonlit countenance, two glass-like spheres are set. They belong to him. This luminous soul, fettered to this pathetic configuration of earth and water. two lonely, dark and unfathomable windows into the neverending vacuum of his soul. lying there. poured into infertile soil. alien soil. a mortal coil lying in listless apathy. human apathy. what is this human doing here? from what resplendent dream did he sojourn from and traverse through. oh liminal, boundless being, your tragedy will inextricably unfold, like the petals of a perfectly nourished and complete lotus. there is nothing your dying body can do. the contriving universe has manifested you in this abstract realm for a reason. a purpose. to discover the hidden schemata and destiny that sleeps inside, and to encounter and seek out the other half. your other half. you are a split soul. a mysterious schizm. empty by yourself. whole and compleat when unified. he exists somewhere in this neverending desert of grief. precious limbs that was lost, and throbbing wounds gained in your previous stratum of existance, are in this world reconfigured and presented to you in the form of sacred gifts. weapons and protection and magic that you may wield in order to defend your heart, and the hearts of others in need. weapons of absolute destruction, or benevolent aegis. these curses transmuted as wonders we give to you. absolution for past crimes and malignancy we also give to you, precious dreamer. we exist to guide you. you will find that wich was lost to you. that wich you have longed for all these stringed existances. we incarnate you once again, so that you may resume this task. one day, the interlaced network of dark brooding stars that desperatley glitter and gleam inside of you, will reach out for that wich they yearn and interact and intertwine with your twin light. the one that was made to compliment and render absolute both of your insulated existances. this is the one and only true alchemy. in the black land, lies and misstruths are whispered by venomous tongues. poison poured from dread lips and fill the once pure air. tormenting all fragile life in this sphere. accept this sword, morpheus, in your hand and embrace the hidden music of the night. this is our gift to  you. accept them now into your etherial incarnation and your everflowing, grieving heart. wield your true gifts. wander alone beneath the dying stars of this world, and free the ones who dwell beneath and beside you. living in fear and despair. once you have done this, brave warrior, the hidden path shall be revealed to you, and your love will await at the ends of this universe. at the end of time. go now. into the endless night. dark haired creature. heart of the ocean flowing within. The death and rebirth of stars light the way through the neverending desert of perpetual night. nyxeros the gods whisper. a primordial name. a second gift granted to the warrior, so that all the creatures of this world may speak it and whisper it in benevolent tones amongst themselves. nyxeros had been wandering for 77 nights and 77 sub-nights. weary and lithe in limb and heart. he sat down in a patch of mysterious mercurial grass. everflowing darkness wreathed around him. framing his wyrd existance in silence and a subtle agony. he layed his sword Morpheus on the surface of silver beside him and shut his abyssal black eyes, and allowed sleep’s gentle touch to caress his mind and soothe his aching concience, and thus, for the first time scince he had awakened in this world, he fell asleep. he dreamed of planets making love to each other, and giving birth to supreme music that again gave birth to new planets. of galaxies exchanging wisdom and expanding into one-another. and of a voice, beckoning from some darkness. a darkness from a place in the nothingness. a hollow place. a compression of past, present and future. someone was calling to him. alien words that he could not decipher the meaning of. but his heart fluttered and a deep longing ignited within his heart of chaos. somewhere, in the infinite K0s:m0S, someone was waiting for him. someone had begun a journey at the opposite end of the vast darkness of space. wandering alone, and sad. but forward, always forward. towards him. nyxeros could feel it moving. a faint contraction of the fabric of space. a frequency so weak, barely noticable. but he could feel it nontheless. deep inside. nyxeros opened his eyes. the black stars residing behind the frail lids of his eyes eating up all the blackness of erebus, making the deep, black pools of his soul even blacker and deeper still. his left hand, engraved and scarred with terrible and agonizing poetry clasped around the hilt of morpheus. he stood up and peered deep into the horizon of chaos. The great and wide melancholia of dust and dead wind and withered mountains. The void and the chasm of his cleaved soul urging him to brave onwards. In the ever-expanding distance, a faint light was discernable. His black eyes could scarcely witness it, but it was there, without a doubt, and his heart convinced him that this was true. Something stirred in the distance. So he gripped the hilt of his dream-blade tightly, and began the long waltz towards the strange faint melting light beyond.
I wrote this as an experiment, to see what would pour out if i just kept on writing non-stop, without thinking about anything really...it actually makes a lot of sense to me, but it's mostly just metaphysical mumbo-jumbo, and it's not polished, or meditated upon. Anyway, i just felt like posting it. my reasoning and agenda behind exhibiting this piece is as abrupt and cumpulsive as the mode it was written in. thank you-
1.6k · Apr 2014
Transfiguration II
his cthonic figurations
illuminated by mortal eyes
if mercurial dreams bestowed form
in a forgotten kingdom

fragile lungs gently invite
Prometheus' sacred fire
the man of clay breathes
and flames ignite
his heart of chaos

wandering beneath merciless stars
never have they adorned his precious head
with their benevolent light
a confused and apathetic withering life

being human, de declames
to have love pierce one's heart
to be enveloped by flames
and tormented by kisses
makes this little heart burn
1.5k · Apr 2014
agape
to love
to be a loving human being
a good person
to love, is a way of life
the way of life
the ART of life
can this form of art be taught?

to be in love?
madness
possession
an alchemical storm
to be in love...
temporary insanity?

platonic love, who are you?

love is in the absolution you grace me with
when i have hurt you
love is the violence in my heart
love is all the subtle, invincible things
love is the image of you in my mind
love is every breath

had i been a better person, i would have given it to everyone
but i only have room for you

flames engulf and burn away at the allegory of my skin

love is a mask i choose to wear, but it is shaped like my real face, and it's not painful to wear

wether love is to burn, let me burn forever
1.5k · May 2014
Potemkin Heart
do you remember?
we sat by the shore
drunk on moonlight
and bitter starlight

we stumbled in the wet sand
collecting strange seashells
and i wept at the terrible sight
of the end of the world

cheap wine burning inside
veins both young and old
our bicycles laid in the tall grass
like ancient metall lovers dead

i counted a thousand stars
not in the midnight sky
but in your hidden eyes
you counted thirteen battleships
inside my heart

and thus we made love
like foolish wild things do
on a beach with strange seashells
and we wept at the terrible sight
of the end of the world
Once upon a time i fell in love
1.2k · Apr 2014
Prism
im living everyday inside a prism
the prism is my sentience
it exists somewhere else
but my body moves because of it
as a consequence of, perhaps my soul
the body needs to feed
and it feeds and drinks
a disgusting gluttonous scene
but the soul may not replenish
i live everyday inside my head
the prism i am speaking of
i see people and the world move
at times, ever so slowly
and sometimes, too fast to notice
i witness everything looking out
i cannot step into the world
for there is no aperture to transport me
i am stuck
stuck inside myself
i utter words
i command you to love me
but i cannot love you in return
i cannot touch the surface of your love
your "great work"
if you kiss the glass
there will be a beautiful stain
right there
right there were your lips touched
as i dream for them to touch mine
1.2k · Apr 2014
idiot
my inner world is a soup of words and sounds

images and places float into one-another

ideas **** eachother and give birth to new meaninglessness

i often repeat myself

and thoughts replay perpetually

how do you abstain from thinking?

i'm an idiot

and i feel to much

but i'm lucky i have you now



let's die *******
1.1k · Jul 2015
husk of the wandering comet
i am a wandering comet
a long forgotten star
drifting listlessly through
some eldritch darkness

the stuff that dreams are made of
sustains my formless husk
as i drift and drift and drift and drift
towards that wyrd and faint light

i want you to call my name
i want you to say it!
but...
even if those words did expell
from those lips that i long to kiss
i would not know...
the void pilfers greedily all sound
no matter how powerfull the meaning behind them

there are endless stars and planets
in this symposium of emptiness
one day i will crash somewhere
and, it might not be on your planet...
it might not be where you are

will i live for eternity alone?
searching fervently in vain
through ancient smog and blackest rain
that melts my mortal coil
and tears away at my lungs

until i am truly but a husk
a vestigial being, devoid of light
please...
call for me
i am drifting away
made to accompany  a piece of music i wrote...

https://soundcloud.com/endymion-nathanael-rose/deathlights

please listen :)
1.0k · Apr 2014
empress
the hanged empress
longing for the satyr
upon her throne she reflects
upon the gentle heart
pulsating somewhere
in the darkness

sweet mercury expells
from the lovers lips
and a song is revealed

"from neptunes deep, you hail,
o' empress beyond the clouds,
and beneath thine depths,
the prince of the earth lies in wait"

it will enthrall you with a gaze
ensnare you with a touch
and destroy you with a kiss
914 · Apr 2014
platonic hatred
gaunt creature that wounds with bitter prose

it is thee, the 13th wraith of wich i speaketh to

no exorcism may deprive thee of thy demons

thine hatred is a monstrous behemoth

and thou art the architect of thine own madness



i have given thee songs and music

to accompany thine addictions

thou art fire and fire blackens

i am murky waters and thou drownest in mine dephts

i shouldst have let thee drown, but i loved thine timid soul



our boats have parted forevermore

you sit by some shore, praying to thine vaporous goddess

i am some secret ocean, you cannot dream to fathom
869 · Apr 2014
Calamity
he didn't want her to know
about the bodies he stole at night
the lights he took from others
absorbed and snuffed out with his lust
the kisses he gave to cold strangers
and the listless caress he secretly yearned for
he loved her true, but inside he was empty
an inverted soul
desperately gasping for air

she knew so much more than she wanted
she saw him in her minds eye
stealing into the dark
devouring even the starlight
laying in the deep ground
with the cold people of the earth
but her heart shattered long ago
now she was only waiting
for the calamity in the sky
to kiss her homeworld
and make it rain fire

but he came home before the end
just in time for the sky to disintegrate
in time for one last truthfull embrace
two lovers in vestigial embrace
'neath a black sky
vomiting ash and dying birds
no prescence but the silence
no color but the red and the black
no life left in the universe
679 · Apr 2014
philosophical knives
i braved the primordial instrumentality
that ancient architect of my necrotic geometry
wich expressed those waves
that mercilessly envelop your white cliff walls

but this prophecy reveals all things
and i cannot fail
in my absolute perception
of your constant rivers
sacred destinations

the dark repeats itself
and it always plays the same symphonic hell
the agony repeats itself
your movements communicate
the intrinsic cthnonic lie

i dream of disintegration
i want to make love for a thousand nights
and kiss that mortal plasma
a precarious alloy of souls

but i am doomed to dream
dreams i may never touch
i'm a pathetic raging animal
ensnared in chains of violation

i want to explode in sensual ecstasy
as your philosophical knives
carves the most beautiful and elder of runes
into my putrefied flesh

but i feel nothing

i want to destroy you with my kiss
but your love is not strong enough
642 · Apr 2014
Ghosts
painful ghosts in inverted dance
their bodies are engraved with curses
desperately they try to create music
wich may reveal their true nature
but only silent halitosis pours forth

ancient masks pervert the purity of their intentions
my desire to burst into a thousand dying stars
so that mine heart, tortured by black hands
may dream until all concept of time is wilted

but i am fettered in this wyrd carcass
the words i utter are devoid of meaning
my mortal kinesthetics only deforms
my wishes to love you
in this prison of marrow
sleeps my passion
632 · Apr 2014
Transfiguration III
where are you my love
lost in darkest night
how brave are you my love
without your inner light

you are disfigured by cruel poetry
in perfect metric form
i read about the world's pain
on your eyes
and on your skin

i live there
in your frozen heart
a lover of shadows
an arabian nightmare
we can never share
594 · Apr 2014
Transfiguration V
wich theoretical phycisist can explain the phenomena of our intertwined souls?
perfectly interlaced and weaved together
our bonds are eternal and cannot shatter
this pathetic figuration remains fettered to yours
our lips are writhing twins, forever enslaved to oneanother
let us dream together and sleep until the divine putrefaction occurs
and we are free to roam the endless abstractions of space...
together
571 · Apr 2014
automaton
our circuits intertwined

mine autonomous heart

with thine interlocked

mimicks your rythm

perfected polyphony


these subtle articulations

of movements

a crude design, meant for thine eyes only

this body

this core

tear it from me

take it, it's yours


devour this artificial soul

i once was sentient

but now i'm yours



my ambition

petrified

only passion

remains

internal explosions

perfectly tuned into

your precious

wavelenghts
548 · Apr 2014
Transfiguration IV
he lived with so many faces
so many marbled masks
trapped in listless perplexity
they spoke no sorrows
but bore them as jewelry
on perfectly sculpted fingers
they have eyes of stone revealing nothing

evaporated waters
as wraiths they danced
in ghostly apathy
they rapped on doors
and stared through
stained looking-glasses

concerto of passions
breathing soul into clay
divine flames infringed
as demons deep within
his grieving empty castle
where dying stars above
expells secret riddles
no thinking man may see

he sees her in dreams
her veiled porcelain visage
haunts him endlessly
the undiscovered petals of the cryptic stemless magnolia
scattering in the effervescent breeze
just like our bodies assemble and deconstruct
at irregular intervals we perpetually yearn for breath
wich may instill in us the desire to dream a dream within a dream
as dusk shapes itself gently into dawn like weaving poetry
we heave and shudder beneath the unspeakable intricacies of the mocking skies
interlaced with ancient stars and sacred light
deep in the darkness they exchange secret ciphers with hermetic lips far-flung
unlike your own as we speak in hidden tongues
we may never unravel the singularity
behind their riven frequency
in perfect metric form
even shouldst we prevail upon the dark with our will to power
the endless listlesness of our immortal coils
will in time reveal to us the sublime putrefaction
and we will no longer hear the music of the stars
and every lavish note wich passed us by
will haunt and torment us til dark becomes darker still
though i am but a shadow my love strook pure and true
for i wept at your side throughout the anguish of your life
and i gently persuaded the moonlight to bathe you while you slept
its gentle beams flowed through the gaps in the autumn leaves
falling lifeless and withered from the earthly pillars of life
twixt your bedroom window
a thousand-and-one umbral nights may pass
but the imprint of your countenance engraved upon my heart
like ancient secret hieroglyphs dying to be cast like spells
loud and ardently into the twisting narrow dark
so that our eldritch love may manifest
in the ultraviolet of my heart
often do i think about that day when we first met
on that strange and alien shore
nothing but the silence and illusions faint
of battleships battered and broken
beyond the hazy light in your eyes
we walked along its pale and desolate banks
hand in hand like young wild things do
entranced by the shapes of the strangest seashells
our bare feet oblivious in regards
to the ephemeral depressions of the pathways we crossed
in the wet and cold crystallized sand
white, glittering and gleaming
in the fading misty morning
we may have made love that following night
but we are no longer here to remember anyway
if there exists another plane somewhere beyond
i hope to retrace our steps there once more
and fall in love again and again forevermore
our broken aetherial astral boats
that once crossed some otherworldly stream
may cross oneanother yet again in a dream
507 · Apr 2014
Clockwork
i try to execute the utterance of thy name
but no sound expels from these marbled lips
ancient mercury was not installed within
so i speaketh no words for you to hear
so you can find me

i follow not the darkness, nor the stars
i am simply an automaton
a clockwork heart
movements barely discernable
silently inside
tick, tock, tick, tock
unless you breathe life into me now
i shall forever remain as stone
darkly dreaming inside
but never a part of your world

beside you as a ghost
unable to touch
494 · Apr 2014
Transfiguration I
the shell in wich my soul dwells
no longer feels like a prison of blood and bone
because your love in the form of lips upon mine own
elevates my spirit within our sacred hollow
We then dissolve into crimson vapours
and ignite and burn forever

I love with these bleeding wounds
I breathe life into your knights of clay
and onwards we march towards those boreal shores
our banners of passion flurring without mercy
inextricably we strike at the skies
490 · Aug 2015
variant
all the variations of myself
they live beside me and within
they yearn for breath
they yearn for touch
phantom desires, phantom dreams
all these writhing ghosts i made
through a life unfulfilled
i gave them each a crafted star
fashioned from my broken heart
now i suffer with a plethora of spectral winds
this one blow this way
and that one blows that way
i don't know wich way to go
my imagination burst through my body
and forcibly prevails upon the world
this one wants to be a dancer
this one wants to be a girl
this one wants to be an addict
but i just want to be loved
one thousand and one sepulchre's
each containing a piece of myself
sustains these twisted variants
that i myself have made
sometimes i try to fulfill wishes that are not even my own...
485 · Apr 2014
spectral kiss
I have an apparition in mind
a spirit that wanders endlessly
he is luminous and beautiful

amongst a thousand ghosts
he shines a little brighter
he is like a star, unconsumed

i am the spectre he does not see
my eyes as deathlights blue
as i touch him he fades away

i try to speak his name
but no sound expells
from these shuddering lips

only ancient halitosis pours
from my heart of black sand
hidden from the moon's mockery

i exalt to a sickened limbo
i will become bitter and deranged
if you do not kiss me soon

i am the poltergeist inside
tearing at my own heartstrings
in the abscence of you
weaving precious dreams
442 · May 2015
Vestiges
what a beautiful ruined world
if i seal these mortal instruments,
render binairy apertures of flesh unmade
your prescence like a tempestuous fever inside
'neath this mockingly empty starless sky
you are an apparition, and an agony boundless
i am your stalwart sepulchre
so prevail upon me thine anguish
and torment me from within mine own shell
for a thousand moons i have stalked
through a hundred and one nights
a gaunt, dark and wild aberrant
looking for a single star in a chasm of earth
but my memories, shattered into eldritch geometries
will not converge upon themselves, and i know not your face
but my heart knows your heart
so i will brave onwards...
we we're made when this world was made
for a million aeons we watched it's countless civilizations grow and bloom
and inextricably wither
and now, at the end of all time, we wander listlessly as aching wraiths through it's strange and wild precipice
to percieve, in apathy as the unspeakable beauty of mortal art crumble and transmogrify as dust and smoke, is an agony that would shatter the heart of the universe, if infinite darkness had a heart...
the beautiful cities and lights and words and stories
all gone
all turned into ephemeral embers, flickering in vain as they die in a sea of ash
the ash of a thousand burning souls
longing for the warmth of another
and now, they are all gone
no bones remain
but our love is eternal
i have traversed the ruins of an ancient cities
i drifted past the forbidden palace in the east
through Dubai, and a strange drowned metropolis
i looked for you in the deep dark of the dying Moscow
were the fires still fall as rain
and the silence is only abruptly put to rest by the shrieks of mad ravens
i went on to St. Petersburg, i know you loved it so, but i saw no traces of you
i thought i glimpsed a shadow of you through the fog in the remains of London
where are you?
no matter where you are in this ruined world
i will find you
376 · Apr 2014
Angst I
perpetual percussions
signals the onset
of the annihilation of my unconcious state
i awake between death
in this liminal verse
i am only senses now
i can trace inhuman constellations
with my eyes closed
for they exist only in my own isolated darkness

i see mutations of identities
i may have once conversed with
but i know them no longer
for they are dancing unearthly dances
and they inspire my escape from myself

i see the birds, the birds in the sky, that is no longer a sky
in fact they are not even birds, for they are empty and blind
they are wraiths
doomed to encircle the withering skies
in their meaningless sojourn they cry
but i hear them only in my heart
374 · Apr 2014
ship to the stars
I have purged my sacred atmosphere

of billious and twisted countenances

the only one spitting bile this time

is myself



i ***** poison into the eyes of my love

but she keeps on kissing my aching skin

she says she loves me still

even though her eyesockets are but hollow gapes at this moment



i'm so scared to leave this prison

the place i have been living for the past 100 years or so

i destroy the passion i once felt for my kindred

so that i may leave with you, on our ship to the stars



let me be your moon at midnight

as you are the all-encompassing vacuum in my heart

let me enter you and combust within you

it is the reason for my creation



i dream of writing your forbidden name into my skin

your secret name, hidden even from your perception

for if you hear it, it will be wounded

it has happened before

it must not be uttered

i only scream it inside when i shatter and die within you



kiss me now



kiss me with those lips that you we're born with, but that belong to me
370 · Apr 2014
wanderers of darkness
'neath a moonless sky
she pilfers painful breaths
they are not her own
she hails from the forgotten shores
a place she has abandoned long ago

a wanderer of darkness
she marches with an army
of lost souls
restlessly they seek to escape
oblivion
and it's disintegrating embrace
343 · Apr 2014
Purgatory
In a putrid darkness



i slept



my despairing soul



longed to be one



a fragile voice



beckoning...



calling to me



from the darkness



"is that you?"



i asked the nothing



do you know



that once, long ago



We we're one



but life is a chain



of perpetual breaths



and breath infuses dreaded clay



with unholy life



it corrupts the purity



of something complete



like my soul



that once was our soul



again i hear the voice



i know it is you



all these years



i dreamed of you



this shapeless void



has gained wisdom



to move it's fragile limbs



towards your guiding light



my love



i am coming...
321 · Apr 2014
Purgatorio II
at night

i dream of your abscence

in the dark of the night

i am forced to participate in a sequence

of mad scenes

of a life in wich we are seperate

and no longer one clashing unity

on the insane stage of my mind

i see faces in the laughing audience

familiars from my past life

my mortal life

the life that i used to live

the life without you in it

i scream at them

i plead them to help me

to help me find you

to help me remember something

but they spit and grin

and i am forced to wander this brave new world

alone

but with you engraved upon my heart



somehow i find you

or something that reminds me of you

a figure that represents you

but it is distorted and ugly

it is a shadow

i present to this darkling

my undying love for you

but it is not you

so it cannot fathom the depths of my passion

my passion for you

my passion for us

so i turn away

and venture broken, and alone

into the wastelands



the imperators of my mind

the ones who rule my personal darkness

who sits on the amorphous throne

of my tormenting imagination

creates a dread barrier

seperating me from you entirely

for you are the stars

my stars...

the heavens have been chained

with a dark and terrible force

i am trapped here on this mortal soil

trapped on earth

while you await in the sky

but my love is strong

it is undefeated

i strike up at the skies

tearing a rift in the very fabric of space

i soar up towards you

like a lightning bolt from hell

while the earth crumbles and dies beneath us

i am coming
---------------------------
and i awake

you are right next to me

you always were

i was searching in vain

despairing in vain

my exausted breaths

gently touching you precious nape



i love you to death

so i kiss you

i kiss your frail body

i trace my tongue everywhere

i all the divine places upon you

you tremble beneath my masterly touch

like an exquisite instrument

designed specificaly for my hands

you tremble

i swallow you whole

and your waves drown in my ocean

i devour all of you

nothing tastes sweeter to me



then all is silent

you are pleased and happy

i am infringed still

a demon inside

waiting for you to reach out to me

as i reach out to you

i will wait forever

i will come to you

if you wish it

but i need to know you truly wish it

and when i know...
294 · Apr 2014
v.i.t.r.i.o.l
secret mercury burns in my heart
it's silvery flames plucking the strings of my senses
but i will not dissolve this ****** flesh

a thousand forbidden notes
desire to dictate my passions
but reveals only the curvature of your colors

until i no longer understand who we are

gentle faces shrouded by lies
they smile and reach out
but i spit the vilest of bile
into their perfectly sculpted mouths

your devotion to my sickness melts away
and reveals the sublime decay

i love you

but i cannot harness it's power

— The End —