j - Hello Poetry

j Oct 2018

The sun's going down
Here I am sitting alone
Observing people from a far
I envy, they look so happy.

The sound of the leaves
Calms my inner peace
Is it calmness or emptiness?
Help, I'm so confused.

The sky is blue
Is there any other hue?
The sky is so plain
And right now I'm in vain.

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there will always be a moment in your life where you'll choose to be alone and feel all the sadness in your soul and oh by the way you also know that no one can help you and it *****.

#sky #hue #leaves #sun

j Oct 2018

unsure

You're making me confused
You keep on giving me hues
I think this is an abuse
You make me smile, that's what I can't refuse.

You make me feel like it's brand new,
When I don't know if it's true.
Are you showing me falsity?
What am I feeling? Felicity.

You make me happy, unfair.
I doubt everything, I swear.

its a matter of believing and doubting everything and it *****.

((July 11, 18))

#confused #happy #doubt

j Aug 2018

to the stars who listen

Dark times, sad hours
When I look into the night sky,
They sparkle, stars.
What a perfect scenery for me to cry

As I look up into them,
Tears are starting to flow
Memories, they are my gem
Stars, you know how much I wanna go.

Thankful to you,
You make me wanna hope for more
You make me feel pink when I'm in blue
I love you just like before.

to the stars who listen, thank you for you make me feel less alone

#stars

j Jul 2018

make me

Give me a reason to smile
Make me believe your own style
Tell me all about your profile
Prove me you're worthwhile.

Give me reasons to fall for you
Assure me I am your only one
Spoil me when I feel so blue
Make sure all my sadness and doubts will soon be gone.

Give me reasons to stay,
I hope you know I'm frail.
Make me feel loved everyday,
Sweet scents of yours, I want them all to inhale.

And if you find me not worthy anymore,
Tell me as soon as possible.
I'm tired chasing like before
Don't make me chase, that's so impossible.

j Jun 2018

crush

You make me smile everyday
You keep me insane
It sounds cliche
What is this feeling, I can't explain.

Every time I see you, I don't know what to do
Feels like it's brand new
Seeing you makes my day
Oh God, what am I going to do?

and if ever you are reading this, this poem is for you :)

#crush

Jun 2018

Alexandra

Goodbye

Don’t remind me of the past.
With the questions you once asked.

Don’t make me remember, the dying ember.

We almost had it all.
But we couldn’t get to the other side of the wall.

You wrap your arms around me.
You take my heart and throw away the key.

Now you leave me haunted.
With all the things that we once wanted.

So take my soul.
I’ll keep all my love that I can’t control.

We crash and burn.
I wait for you to return.

Will you come back?
Or just turn my heart black?

So the memories
will be my remedies.

You’ll soon be a ghost
and that’s when I will miss you the most.

Just came to say goodbye.
I’ll let you finally fly.

j Jun 2018

all at once

Once upon a time,
We were once combined
Now you're gone over time
And here I am, wondering where you are.

Have you forgotten me already?
I was once your princess.
Right now I'll confess,
Since you've been gone, I've been so unsteady.

was once your "once upon a time"

#once #princess