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311 · Oct 2013
World For You
Jamie Oct 2013
Is there a future
For me and you
We have our plans
But I know me and you

We won't settle
Till the time is due
I want the moon
You want the stars

If I see you
Am scared of
What will I might say
And what will I do

Is there a future
For me and you
I wish the world for you
I really do
307 · Jun 2015
Long time coming
Jamie Jun 2015
it's been a while
Since I felt like this
But my god you I miss
302 · Aug 2014
Switching Off
Jamie Aug 2014
If there was a way
To turn off your brain,
Just for a second
Would you take it?

Just to escape
For a little while ..
Memories build a person
The pain makes you, you

But once you enter my head
There isn't an escape
I want the old us
Not the one we have

We said we wouldn't get attached
So I let it be as much as I could
But even now when I sleep
I wish you were next to me
1am ... the lonely hour
299 · Feb 2014
To My Next
Jamie Feb 2014
Expect I will adore you
Think that you are the one
That I had to be patient for

Allow me to fall for you
Then don't hurt me too badly
When I do
290 · Jun 2013
Inflict
Jamie Jun 2013
It was me
Nothing you could do
I wish I wasn't like this
Something you'll never know
279 · Jul 2013
Stand With Me
Jamie Jul 2013
Most days its the last thing I'd want
Hours now pass without you in my mind
I question if this is better of worse
But today's not like most
You don't belong to me
But I still belong to you
** Hey - The Lumineers
278 · Jul 2014
Alone
Jamie Jul 2014
Yet another sleepless night
Everything going through my mind
I am slowly losing it
A matter of time before I snap

Nothing is right
Sleep,
Work,
Life.
276 · Jul 2014
Worst Bit
Jamie Jul 2014
I find myself
Dropping everything
When you come to me
I swallow my pride
Wishing you to be by my side
John Mayer - Man on the side
274 · Sep 2013
Silence
Jamie Sep 2013
Is the hardest thing for me to suffer
Millions of thoughts trying to make sense,
Be angry, be sad, say you want to **** me
Any sign that you care

How did we go from 'I miss you'
To not a message, a call, or a prayer
I always mess it up
Call me do you dare
271 · Jan 2014
Need Someone
Jamie Jan 2014
Finally I am ready for the next
Too long it has taken
Yet I would settle
Is that loneliness or is it love?

Within a heartbeat I would return
Am I afraid of more pain
Or is it more?
Something we will never know
266 · Feb 2014
Unfinished
Jamie Feb 2014
Everything I felt
I wrote down on this page
It crashed but it's everything
I wanted to say to you

Everything I felt and thought
Along with that poem are gone
Just like the chance I had
With you
The page actually crashed and my poem has gone. One hour I spent but it's almost better that it's gone...
262 · Nov 2013
No Words
Jamie Nov 2013
I miss you
Like a writer without a pen
A walker without boots
And a car without wheels

I am not complete without
The image of you within my head
One I have drawn ...
With you by my side
260 · May 2013
Retired
Jamie May 2013
I am
I have
I'm done

But I know I'm not
256 · Oct 2013
Enough
Jamie Oct 2013
I need to stop
Thinking the way I do
Wondering what do
I can't do with staying
In this blue
244 · Jul 2020
Alone
Jamie Jul 2020
First hangover post lockdown
I don't think I've ever felt more alone
Maybe it's the hangover or
Maybe I finally I can say it

I don't know if, I would have felt
Any different if we had lockdown together
But you gave me everything
And I took you for granted

Maybe I would have noticed it more
All the things you did,
How you gave have me your heart
And you were always there

I don't know where you are
How you are
But I hope your safe
I hope you are happy
241 · Oct 2013
Miss You
Jamie Oct 2013
Of course I do
Your eyes,
Your hair,
And everything you do

Most of all
Your smile
Which you seem to hide
From clear view

What do I do
But for now
I will just say
.. I miss you ..
235 · Mar 2014
Enough is enough
Jamie Mar 2014
You aren't the one for me
I knew that from the start
But then why does it hurt
When we are apart
227 · Feb 2014
This
Jamie Feb 2014
Am not happy like this
When you don't reply
But when you do
This world is alright
224 · May 2019
Sorry
Jamie May 2019
I should have said
...
But how do I say
I wish I loved you
But I don't

..................

This is the worst
Thing I could have done
...
Not being honest
And hiding how I feel

..................

Now I am
What I don't
Want to be
...
Dishonest

.................

But time is
What I thought
Was best
...
How I was wrong
Prelonging thoughts is the worst thing I have done.

Be honest. Time won't help.

I thought in time I would fall for you.
215 · Dec 2022
4:20am London
Jamie Dec 2022
The party is over
Why am I still walking around?

Anything to keep me awake?
Anything to stop me dreaming about you?
210 · Jul 2013
Skies of Rain
Jamie Jul 2013
As I look above
The drops hit my eyes
It could of been a second
It could of been a day
Motionless I stood

Time stopped in that moment
My problems didn't go
I saw it all
It had a face
I saw it from a different view
203 · Feb 2014
Why?
Jamie Feb 2014
Why did you
Leave without a goodbye
Why did you
Not reply
Why did you
Leave me here to die
Broken
202 · Jul 2013
Lost My Mind
Jamie Jul 2013
I know when I did
When I knew I could
Only question
Would?
'Leap Of Faith'
187 · Jul 2019
Void
Jamie Jul 2019
I feel like I am just,
Waiting for time to pass

I don't want anything,
I don't need anything

I want this period of time,
To just finish and be done

I'm not angry
Or empty nor sad

Yet it's hard to answer,
'Are you alright?'

Because I don't know how I feel

Guess I will go to the gym
Drink till I'm blind

And hope that soon
That I won't be so bland
Jamie Jul 2024
2 years since I complained,
I’ve grown but still the same…

Alone, empty and wondering why.

Perhaps I know, but I don’t wanna own it...
Is this still poetry and just a pointless cry…

— The End —