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6.6k · Apr 2015
Feel Good Inc.
Jaee Derbéssy Apr 2015
We're all prisoners
of our own
minds
and
only we are
the ones to blame
for
our own demise.
We choose
to see the good in the bad
or the
bad
in the bad.
3.0k · Aug 2014
Salsa Flavored
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
Un, dos, tres,
un pasito 'palante, Maria!

Were the words
that ignited
her flare,
seducing every man
in the room
with her dessert-like
tone skin,
cherry colored dress,
and her *Latin
moves
awing every soul.
She embodied
seduction,
she embodied
Salsa music.

She was Salsa music.
2.6k · Feb 2016
Fatherless
Jaee Derbéssy Feb 2016
Someday I'll be a father
who never had a father.

There are some times
when I wonder what
would my life be like
if my father had stayed.

Would I have gained
such confidence at an
early age to swing a bat,
or someone whom I could
go camping with and taught me
how to start a fire
instead of being such
a timid kid growing up.

Would my mother
have not such burden
to work twice as hard
just to feed my brother
and I by herself?

Such thoughts flooding
my entire mind—
but then I snap to reality
and say to myself:

"**** that guy."
"Hey, if you see my dad, tell him I said I slit his throat in this dream that I had." -Eminem.
2.2k · Aug 2014
Instant Connection
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
Is as if fate placed us both
at the same time,
at the same place,
with the same hope:
To find love.

With your long,
and beautiful blonde hair,
dazzling blue eyes,
and such enchanting smile.

And as you walked closer
to I,
my knees finally
has a taste of
what an Earthquake was,
my heart raced
tremendously fast,
as if it didn't know
what stopping was,
my face red
as a rose,
as though the rose
made eternal
passionate love
to my face.
But as soon as you spoke,
I knew divinity did existed.

I knew that you were
the kind of woman
that a man
would spend an entire life
wanting to love
endlessly and unconditionally.
2.2k · Nov 2014
50 Shades of Grey and more.
Jaee Derbéssy Nov 2014
With each touch
he led,
as his submissive
kitten
with obedience
enjoyed.
1.8k · Dec 2014
Enamored in Seduction.
Jaee Derbéssy Dec 2014
The illusion of
Beauty and the Beast
was much alive
in them
when the moon
was high and full.
She led with
seduction;
the way her
femininity
aroused the inner
beast
that was kept away
within himself,
but only she
could ever control.
How he knew
where
and how to touch her.
With such grace,
with such delicacy,
for she
was his entire
existence.
1.4k · Sep 2014
Revelation of an Angel
Jaee Derbéssy Sep 2014
Her
existence
was
essential
to
the Universe
itself,
capable of moving
high
mountains
with simply
one look;
seducing the winds
from
the four corners
of the
world
from side to side
with her hips.
1.3k · Aug 2014
Diamond
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
She was a diamond
in the rough,
and yes,
although she's been
hurt too many times
in the past,
she, with all her heart,
still believes in
romance and true love.

She was comfortable
with all her defects,
and just by that
she knew she was
still beautiful.

And because of the way
she saw herself,
as beautifully imperfect
as she was,
her shine was
unstoppable.

Her worth was priceless.

*She was a diamond in the rough.
1.3k · Aug 2014
Adoration of Women
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
Women-

Beings so glorious,
so radiant,
spectacular and
outstanding.
They're what God promised men:
paradise.
A combination of strength,
intelligence,
intuition,
and sensitivity all in one.
How beauty bestows women
at their grace
for which women are creators
of life.
Creators of men.
The great ability
that women have over
anything and everything,
including men.
How a woman's body is
beautifully crafted
perfectly in its own
unique and genuine way.
How women are life;
the life that we all
are apart of,
making women
a man's entire universe.
1.2k · Mar 2021
Women’s International Day.
Jaee Derbéssy Mar 2021
She was a written love letter
              in a text message world.
1.1k · Oct 2014
Soulmates.
Jaee Derbéssy Oct 2014
Your soulmate
isn't someone who comes
into your life
in a peaceful manner,
nor are they expected,
but is sure is someone
who makes you
question life-
your life.
Your soulmate
is someone who changes
your reality.
Somebody that marks a
"before and after"
in your life.
It is not the human being
that everyone has
idealized,
but an ordinary person,
who manages to revolutionize
your entire world
in mere seconds.
1.1k · Apr 2015
Assumptions kill.
Jaee Derbéssy Apr 2015
As a young Latino male,
I am looked down
as a gang member,
even when I have no
gang colors on me-
but wait, to them,
my skin is the only
color they need
to categorize me
as an illegal immigrant
that just had crossed
the border, and is affiliated
in a gang.
And if sticking up
for my people,
for my blood
categorizes me
as a "gang member"
then I do not know
what to tell you.
997 · Jun 2015
Burn Together
Jaee Derbéssy Jun 2015
She does not want you
to promise her
heavens,
she just needs you
to be by her
side
when she burns
through hell.
974 · Apr 2015
Optimistic Romantic
Jaee Derbéssy Apr 2015
Time and again,
as love deserted me,
leaving this terrible emptiness,
not just in my heart,
but also
in my soul,
the one thing that always
kept me company was
hope.
Hope that everything:
all the heartaches
and betrayals
were going to be
worth it
when I find her.
The one.
My soulmate.
959 · Aug 2014
Greatest Love Story
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
There was just something
so deeply enamoring,
that you could not only
see it in her existence,
but you can
feel it in her eyes
as well.
That it did not matter
what anyone
thought,
said,
or believed about them.
That all that it only mattered
was what they had-
and that was love.
There were no need
for words,
they understood each other
fluently with just one look.
And with just one look,
serenity soothed their
soul, mind, and heart.
But he-
he only saw her for how
she truly was:
Glorious, radiant, spectacular,
and absolutely perfect

because his perception
of women did not limited
his sight.
He, as a man,
understood quite well
that he had the
responsibility and duty
to assure his woman,
to make her feel,
to make her sense,
that he was not just
captivated,
but intrigued,
in her.
That he was in search
for the depth
of her inner beauty
to the point that it
overwhelmed
all her flaws,
her insecurities,
her fears,
and spark this
wild passion
within her
to want to give her
entire devotion to him.
That she could release
her mind, body and soul.
Entregarse ella misma
so passionately,
so eternally,
to just him and only him.
That she could release
all that beauty that she kept
hidden away.
To finally let someone love
her just for the way she is-
as flawed as she was,
as unattractive as she
sometimes felt,
and as unaccomplished
as she thought she was.
To believe that she had to hide
all the parts
of her that were broken,
out of fear
that someone else was
incapable of loving
what was less than perfect.
How two minds became
infixed with raw love
and tender affection.
Believing that the body
if his woman
was what God promised-
Paradise.
How it should be touched,
how it should be explored
with a rose;
his love.
Caressing her flesh
as though the rose itself
were the wing
of an angel.
He understood
how his woman
should be touched.
Tell me what you think :)
931 · Oct 2016
J.W.
Jaee Derbéssy Oct 2016
today I witnessed
something
so heart-wrenching,
the sight
of an old, stocky, bad-***,
with a golden heart, man
be frail and in tears
because he was on his way
to
finalize
his divorce papers.

something he'd never imagined
of ever having to do
to a woman who he loved,
truly cared,
and provided for
thirty-seven
years of marriage
to end up finding out
that she never loved him.
909 · Aug 2014
Cleopatra Foxy
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
She was tough,
there was no denying that,
but as tough
as she was,
she was absolutely
the most
warmest,
kindest,
woman you would ever meet.
Not many
had the luxury
of
witnessing
her warmth
and
loving side.
She embodied
passion;
sweet,
fiery
sensual passion.
Her look was unique.
She was unique.
899 · Aug 2014
Don Juan DeMarco
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
What do you know
of a
great love?

Have you ever
loved
a woman
until milk leaks
from her,
as though she has
given
birth to love
itself?

Have you ever
tasted
a woman
until she believed
that
she could be
satisfied
only by consuming
the tundra
that
devoured her?

Have you ever
loved a
woman
so completely
that
the sound
of your voice in her ear
can cause
her body
to shatter
and explore
such an
intense pleasure
that
only weeping
could bring her
full release?
Don Juan DeMarco.
812 · Aug 2014
Simple Gesture
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
If you want to send her
a sweet gesture such as flowers,
do not send her roses.
Although, roses are quite lovely,
you should send her orchids.
You see,
when orchids are floating
in the water,
they look graceful,
beautiful and very peaceful.
And that's what love should be;
something beautiful
floating to you
so peacefully with such delicate
grace from
the unknown.
Almost like floating on an
never-ending
lake filled with possibilities
and romance.
808 · Apr 2015
Señorita, Yo La Quiero.
Jaee Derbéssy Apr 2015
When she stares at herself
in the mirror,
she swears up to the heavens
that she was cursed
with every
imperfection.
But I tell 'ya,
when I look at her,
I swear up to the heavens
that she-
that she is the most
perfect human being
I have ever met.
794 · Aug 2014
Amour Soumis
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
She loves being
pinned down,
she loves being submissive,
she loves him
to take control,
not just with her body,
but
with her soul.

He's her King;
knowing
that no matter what,
he would be
her
absolute
everything.

Promising
that no matter what,
they
would make it
through anything.

He loves being in control,
he loves
pushing
her against the wall,
pulling her hair
softly,
yet rough.

Treating her
as the Queen that she is,
he would move
mountains
just to see her
grin.

At the end,
it really never mattered
what she wore.
He could see through
everything,
he could see pass through
skin, nerves, & bones.

He could see her
lovely & naked
soul.
Jaee Derbéssy Dec 2015
In the eyes of my sweet mother
I am a saint.
In the eyes of my daughter
I am only daddy.
In the eyes of my wife
I am the man that she needs.
But in the eyes of my enemies,
I am death.
Family will always come first.
Always.
And I'd **** and burn to the grounds
anyone who ever tries
to harm my loved ones.
Period.
747 · Aug 2014
Sunlight Miracle
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
What was utmost
enamoring
about her,
was how she could
see something
filled with darkness,
but still manage
to see genuine
beauty.
How,
not just her kindness,
but grace,
roared
so loudly
that even the most
bitter
human being
teared up.
Not help
but to feel strongly,
yet
dangerously
drawn to her
aura & soul.
A miracle
is what
she was,
and still is
to this day.
742 · Mar 2016
Person of Interest
Jaee Derbéssy Mar 2016
I find it rather interesting
that my heart
still considers you
a person
of
interest
especially when your actions
clearly show
that you are no longer
interest.
737 · Oct 2014
Aussie Beauty.
Jaee Derbéssy Oct 2014
As I'm awoken
to the sweet melodic
tune
of the waves,
stress-free,
I turn around
to the most
angelic sight:
Her.
Caressing her cheek
with the back
of my hand,
admiring,
cherishing,
every single bit
of her
existence.
And as her eyes
open with such ease,
I fall deeply more
for those
crystal-magnetic
blue eyes of hers.
Our white covers
complementing
her perfect
porcelain skin,
gracefully
keepin' her warm
while I fill her entire body
with burning,
yet sincere kisses.
716 · Apr 2015
Classroom Crush.
Jaee Derbéssy Apr 2015
Every week I go to this class,
and it's not to learn anything,
but just to see this girl.
I always try to go up to her
and finally talk to her,
but something is just holding
me back. I don't know what it is,
but I just can't.
But let me tell you,
this girl is absolutely beautiful.
She has such an angelic tone and
a smile that always melts my heart.
She always sits next to the window
and the sun just bathing her with
its radiance and glow,
which makes her even more beautiful.

Yeah, I have a crush.
687 · Nov 2014
Touch.
Jaee Derbéssy Nov 2014
What infatuated
her
about him
was the ability
he was blessed with
of touching her
in such a
unique and genuine
manner
that no other living creature
had ever done.
How he could
touch her
and nothing else
ever mattered anymore;
a connection
so beautiful that neither both
could ever explain
in mere words.
How he could touch
her
without him ever
touching
her at all.
That's what
infatuated
her
the most about him.
686 · Mar 2015
RED
Jaee Derbéssy Mar 2015
RED
Her red lipstick smeared on
his lips,
forever stained his soul
with her
unconditional and endless
love.
680 · Aug 2015
Dalia Mandala
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2015
She had this distinctive odor;
a mixture of sweet and genuine love
with this intense passion.
But she was a stranger.
Merely a stranger
in a crowd of faceless people.
Who was she?
I just had to know.
Or at least her name.
671 · Dec 2014
NO BAD DAYS.
Jaee Derbéssy Dec 2014
Before the paradigm
of my thinking
shifted,
I use to believe
that the Universe
didn't like me
at all.
That I was cursed
with horrible luck
and when I use to think that,
everyday to me
was a bad day.
But now I don't believe
in bad days anymore.
And I've been asked
of why is it that I don't
believe in bad days
anymore
and I always respond
with the same thing,
"The reason why I don't believe
in bad days is because
I don't see it as bad days.
I see them as
character building days".
When everything seems
not going your way
and you feel like today
is going to be a bad day,
you start appreciating
even the simplest things
about other days
and how good you have it.
The moral of this
is that one should always
learn things everyday,
even in those 'bad days'.
Become at peace with yourself,
and the Universe
will become at peace with you.
663 · Aug 2014
Un Amor.
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
You see,
I could stare at those
beautiful eyes of yours
for an eternity.
Admire the perfect
lining and texture
of your lips
and cherish your soul
with the warmth of my heart.

I want a relationship
between you and I
where sweet love-making
turns into rough ***,
hugs into kisses,
and a ring into forever.

Being your shield throughout
the storms that life brings,
your rock when you most
need support,
but most importantly
be the love that you would
never forget.

Sure, we may have differences,
but those differences
would be meaningless.
Our love would be so much
more stronger
and much more deeper
than our differences.

Every flaw that you would
find in yourself
and would hate,
it would be another reason
why I would love you
even much more.

Those imperfections
that you would hate about yourself
would be the things
that I would love and adore
about you.

Imperfection is beauty.

And now whenever you wished
you could be perfect,
my love, you'd already be
absolutely perfect in my eyes.

Perfectamente, mi amor.
649 · Dec 2014
Luna.
Jaee Derbéssy Dec 2014
Cursed to only
dream
of a love
he could never
touch
and could only
see
from afar
at night.
The stars
reminding him
of his
aching pain,
mocking him
of
not being
good enough
for her.
Only looking up
and
wishing
he could only
love her
truthfully
and
unconditionally.
641 · Apr 2015
Realidad del Amor
Jaee Derbéssy Apr 2015
What is love?
Two souls
who are not blinded
to each other's
flaws and imperfections,
but still find
genuine beauty
that others were blinded to.
641 · Apr 2015
The Ways of I
Jaee Derbéssy Apr 2015
I admit,
I am very
physical and passionate.
Emotional?
Maybe not on the outside,
but I am.
Deep inside,
I truly do yearn for
love.
I believe in fidelity.
But underneath
the secretive and mysterious
nature
that I am,
resides a romantic streak
with an incredibly
sensuality.
All I ask for is patience.
623 · Apr 2015
Avarielle.
Jaee Derbéssy Apr 2015
She needed no man to
understand her,
but she needed every man
to respect her.
Because her father
taught her that all she truly
needed was already
in her―
assurance of her own worth.
620 · Feb 2016
Burn the Night Away
Jaee Derbéssy Feb 2016
I wanted to have
all the answers,
but in the end
she didn't
need answers
as much
as she needed
someone
who would
listen.
605 · Jan 2015
Longed for Freedom.
Jaee Derbéssy Jan 2015
She felt
the undying absence
of freedom
that she longed for.
She missed
when the wind
innocently and carelessly
played with her hair.
She missed
when the sun
gently bathed her
with its rays.
She missed it all.
592 · Aug 2014
Self-blinding
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
She spoke of poetry
as though it were her
goodbye letter.

No-
not to the world,
but to her pain.

And what was baffling
about her was
how someone so beautiful,
both inside-out,
be broken and darkened
by her past.

But something
that I was blinded to
in the beginning
was that even in all
that darkness,
a light so majestic,
absolutely luminous,
existed.

It was her that was
blinded of the true beauty
she was blessed with.

Her insecurities blinded her
of who she really was,
of what she could be
capable of.

She was her own enemy.
591 · May 2015
En Una Noche, a la Mañana.
Jaee Derbéssy May 2015
If I died tonight,
I'd like to come back
as your morning
meditation.
To strengthen you,
yet keep you
at peace.
590 · Sep 2014
Under the Needle.
Jaee Derbéssy Sep 2014
Women's insecurities
can lead women
to do many
dramatic changes,
wether being good
or
bad changes,
but it always lead
to dramatic
changes.

Now,
it's always the feeling
of depression,
of wanting
self-body modifications
that lead women
to go
under the needle.

And sure,
there's absolutely nothing
wrong with doing
some
modifications
in one-self,
but that could also lead
to
an addiction;
no different than
smoking or drinking.

But there's always that void
that women
just want to fix
in order for them
to finally be pleased
when
a man is not
complimenting
their
beautiful imperfections.
589 · May 2015
In a Moment
Jaee Derbéssy May 2015
There are some rare occasions
that I catch myself
just gazing at her when
her attention
is elsewhere
and I think to myself,
"My God,
sometimes you can be
such a headache
but you are,
and always be,
my favorite person
in the world
."
579 · Apr 2016
Just One Chance
Jaee Derbéssy Apr 2016
As memories keep
echoing
in the back of my head,
I ignore
as if it were a child
throwing a tantrum.
Focusing
on trying to attain
all that I can
in this one life
that I was created for.
Leave my impact
in where
I was destined to
wander.
577 · Sep 2014
Mathematical Solver
Jaee Derbéssy Sep 2014
Only here
in this world of numbers
can I squeeze out
the
inspiration
to write,
not just my fantasies,
but the sorrows
of my pathetic life.


Only here
in this world of numbers
can I
write and write
anything
and
everything.
It is only in my math classes
that I come up with some of my best work.
576 · Aug 2014
Monstrous Humanity
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
An innocent little girl
walking blindly,
petrified,
in this
cold forsaken world.
The monsters under her bed
were never afraid of her,
nor was she to them,
but the monsters that did
scare her were the same
ones that we
all have-
the ones living inside our heads.
Some cage them well,
and some simply don't.
Fearing that if they
set them free
they will never be in control.
The only monsters she knew
were humans.
In her teary eyes,
humans were the real monsters.

All monsters are humans.
571 · Dec 2015
Alivesness.
Jaee Derbéssy Dec 2015
As I lie in
stillness
in a
peaceful
state of mind,
I am
terribly conflicted
between
closing my eyes
and
let all of me
disperse;
to become the
universe.
Soaring
amongst the winds'
of the
furthest corners
of the globe
or
simply lie still,
fondling
in the beauty
of my
surrounding
within
a long and illuminating
gaze.
What a dilemma.
566 · Sep 2014
Classroom Crush
Jaee Derbéssy Sep 2014
Although
we're in the same class,
I still
do not know your name
and
it drives me insane.
My dear friends,
she's the
epitome
of what every poet
have written
about
for centuries;
beautiful goddesses
livin'
among mortals.

This crush has
taken me
and I've
indulged in it
like
if she were
the love of my life.
549 · Jan 2015
Kenna.
Jaee Derbéssy Jan 2015
As though
her insecurities
consumed
her entirely,
he understood
that a woman
like her
were those rare
women
whom men
only came across
once in a lifetime.
He understood
the way
a woman like her
should be
wooed,
held,
loved,
seen,
and touched.
She being his weakness
and he her strength-
they could understand
one another
without having to say
anything
to each other.
A simple glare
from either one
spoke a million truths.
How, when they held
one another,
became two souls
as one.
Enamored in their
fidelity
towards each other
and how mutual
their simplicity
drawn them together.
548 · Feb 2016
El Mas Alla.
Jaee Derbéssy Feb 2016
SHE BUILT HER
DEMONS FROM
THE ASHES OF
BURNT MEMORIES.

                                                      
SHE BUILT HER
                                                       ANGELS FROM
                                                        THE HOPE OF
                                               FUTURE MELODIES.
542 · Mar 2015
She was 'Fine Wine'
Jaee Derbéssy Mar 2015
As she and I walked
closely holding hands,
many glared at us.
In their eyes,
all they saw was a
beautiful matured woman
with a boy.
But what they didn't know
was that I made her
absolutely happy.
I saw many beauties in her
that others before me
were blinded to.
That I was madly
and
irrevocably in love
with her,
and she with I.
It did not matter what
anyone thought about us.
What only mattered was
that she was mine
and I was hers.
535 · Sep 2014
Breakthrough of the Day.
Jaee Derbéssy Sep 2014
Sometimes
when we feel
that
we have
absolutely nothing,
we
need to stop
over-thinking
what
we don't have
and
start appreciating
who,
and what
we still have.
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