I blamed our separation on the fact that the edges of the universe keep moving away from each other

At times  I think home is were the heart is
And then I think home is were my heart is not
It craves for something much more then the warm feeling of a home with empty feelings

though miles come between us and
     distance keeps us apart nothing can
           ever change the love inside my heart
                                                                         (t.a)

You killed a part of me
it only hurts less
because time
has spread it
through
my body

He was tortured
and humilated
for me

He was hung on the cross
while people screamed hurtful things
for me

He rose from the dead
and from Satin he took the key
for me

He broke chains for me
made a path that I can see
A path that lead to heaven
he did that, for me

Jesus died for me

devour me.
eat me until there's nothing left
but a hollow shell and heavy
breathing.
cast me to the side,
tears stained black,
thoughts fuzzy and a bad taste to
the tongue.
skin tearing, lungs collapsing,
just breathe.

the world spins,
falling, falling,
crashing.
heads on fire,
eyes diverted.
quick, silent footsteps across rotting ground,
dark rooms and dank air.
words that tumble and jumble,
roll out of the mouth before they can
be put back into their iron cages.

**** on my insides until theres
nothing left,
but a wondering as to what comes
next.

just breathe.

the sun comes up.
my demons are put to rest.

Your trembling hands
are steady for me

"I wish you well."
                                                          ­                    



                                         ­                                     (but not too well without me)