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irsorai Aug 2016
I didn't want to give you the pleasure,
but I think you broke me.

[How do you break someone?]

My brain is drowned in fear,
I fear getting out of this cage called security.

[How does it feel to be broken?]

I was an art form, I was unique,
the way your touch invaded my space-
and kept my silent.

[How does one stay silent when it's being tortured?]

You gave me attention in all the wrong places.
I thought I wanted it and that I deserved it.

[silence]

Now, I can't let anyone in,
they are going to use me as a brush,
painting in my canvas without my invitation.

[I'm still silent... Why?]
Copyright © irsorai
30/03/2016 - 2:06am
  Jul 2016 irsorai
NV
BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES IN LIFE,
I HAVE WOKEN UP,
AND SOMEBODY WASN'T THERE.
SO MUCH SO,
THAT EVENTUALLY I STOPPED WANTING TO WAKE UP AT ALL.
SO YES,
YES I'M STILL AFRAID TO FALL ASLEEP AT NIGHT,
AND I'M AFRAID TO LOVE,
ESPECIALLY TO LOVE.
irsorai Jun 2016
I'm not interested
in whether you've
stood with the great.

I'm far more interested in
whether you've sat
with the broken.

Cause it's easier
to go with the great
than bring the broken up a level.
Copyright © irsorai
12am - 09/06/2016
irsorai Jun 2016
Oh, you beautiful escape...
You reckon me back to life
Your sway echoes along the drafts
I'm complete when you're falling.

Each drop that falls,
Is a calling back to reality.
Witch stroke of wind,
Supports my dreams and caries my hopes.

Oh, you beautiful landscape...
Bring me into normality,
Shake my foundations,
make me smile through hard days.

Your images afloat my horizon,
And It's easier everyday,
Cause everything will get better,
When nature is pure and touchable.

Oh, you beautiful world...
Don't you ever change,
Keep holding hands, hold unto sacred love.
Live between solidary and reality.

Preserve humanity as the last resource,
To keep escapes and landscapes alive.
Copyright © irsorai
12am - 09/06/2016
irsorai Jun 2016
Why do you chase after somebody you can never have?
Cause you know it won't grow into something,
and you crave for a normalcy into wanting.

Why do you never want what wants you?
Cause you're afraid of what it can turn into,
and you run against anything that makes you feel.

Aren't you afraid you're gonna end up alone?
Yes. And that says a lot about my state of mind,
witch begins to turn me into something I don't want to be.

Cold hearted, bitter and remorseful.  
Not lonely of love, cause that I'm full of.

But with the fear of let go and be loved,
cause I'm used to myself and the thought of letting someone love me,
wrecks my walls and trembles my roof.

How do I let go?
How am I free?

I need to...
Copyright © irsorai
1am -  09/06/2016
irsorai May 2016
Him
He breaks my heart with his sadness
and he used to mend it with his beautiful smile.
Now, as I watch his trying smile,
it shows cracks and I'm shattered.

Boy, you don't fool me.
Your energy is precious,
and you don't even know it.

Let me run my hands through your face
despite the cracks, you're splendid light,
eternity love, and you don't even know it.

You don't even know it...
Copyright © irsorai
12am -  13/05/2016
  Apr 2016 irsorai
echo
you forget
you are a poet
and accidentally
make sense
10w truths
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