IamMsIves

IamMsIves Aug 2014

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Numbness all over me,
Awashing me away from sanity,
Great foams splashing, thrashing,
tossing, turning
Drowning me, burying me to death.

Losing myself in this swirling limbo,
Feeling the breath of fire in the inferno,
Numbness, numbness all over me,
Darkness, madness sorrounds me.

The light is fading, Oh I see,
At the end of the tunnel, don't go away,
My steps are weary, I take one, two, three
Blindness and fatigue prevented me.

Nothing, I can see nothing,
Darkness, bleakness in everything,
Groping, looking for something,
A hand, a strong hand now moving.

#love #life #pain #hurt #****-heart

Aug 2014

ryn

Tired Eyes

Tired eyes awaken and be at the ready...
For today has come with all of yesterday's debris.
Tired eyes you try but can't successfully conceal.
What the beating heart is dying to reveal.

Tired eyes glaze like you can't take anymore.
Filled to the brim; these sullen windows to my core.
Tired eyes give tears like you do effortlessly.
You seem so lifeless save for the drops you carry.

Tired eyes you say so much but yet the words are unspoken.
I know you quietly wish for a miracle to happen.
Tired eyes you reach but your arms are broken.
I know you scream out silently; all that's been forgotten.

Tired eyes why are you wide open but still you do not see...
See the sun rising, revealing all your wants splendidly.
Tired eyes I know you are but only waiting.
For the picturesque view of your heart's secret painting.

Tired eyes it's time and it's the end of a work day.
Don't anticipate tomorrow's load; just rest as I lay.
Tired eyes I am aware of sweet solace that you truly seek.
Tired eyes rest now so that tomorrow you might speak...

IamMsIves Aug 2014

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Did you ever stop to think,
what it would be like to have no muse?
Because you feel like life is in the brink
without love, I am nothing but a belle with no use.

That when life seems ebbing,
emotions flowing like a stream?
Because it takes you to a never ending
soul-wrecking, self-blaming state you are deem.

Did you ever stop to think,
why we wasted so much time in blogging?
And expect much understanding from our online link
simply because sometimes only them can give the loving.

That when everything fails,
there the desperation begins
seeking answers to the thought-of happy ending fairy tales
And the "what-ifs" and "what could have-beens".

Did you ever stop to think,
that if you stop craving for the things you couldn't have
and settle for the things in your hand, be at peace and in sync
unexpectedly, you will receive the wonderful thing called LOVE.

#blah-blah

IamMsIves Aug 2014

When I'm Gone

When I’m gone

will you remember
the way you read my eyes
like an open book of emotions
full of love, packed with desires
filled with passion, bare of pretensions?

will you remember
my laughter, my smiles
even my tears that won’t let
me hide any lies,
purging the storms within,
saving myself from drowning?

will you remember
how my stares made you feel
as it strokes your body
in our own free will
riding in the ripples of desire
and the love we acquire?

And when I’m gone

will you remember
my unselfish love
the way I opened up to you
giving what I am capable of
unleashing everything that is hidden
expressing the words unwritten

Because when I’m gone**

I will remember you
my one and only true.

8.7.14

#love #life #relationship #uncertainty #my-man

IamMsIves Aug 2014

Dance, Let's Go!

Who am I kidding?

No subject is worth musing

My mind is as blank as my sheet

Emotions I am deplete

Muse why you have to fail me?

I’m just drifting like a bee

Buzzing, humming, hmm

My mind is staying mum

Words are in jumble

I can’t seem to figure

Oh well, I might as well get up

Put on my shoes,

Fill my dancing cup

Here I come, Zumba

And stop this drama.

I've written this some time ago but decided to re-post as this is what I am feeling right now. I'm full of love and life but sometimes there are things that makes me off. Things that I shouldn't be bothered about but can't help feeling it. Word/s that inadvertently uttered but cuts deep.

Going to Zumba now!

#love #life #dance #zumba

IamMsIves Aug 2014

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Don't resist my charm

Don't think I bring harm

Because I will not

I'm here to twist some knot

Just go with the flow

Let emotion show

Supressed feeling

Will give you nothing

But imbalance life

And sometimes strife

See the twinkle in my eye

And my sweet alluring smile

As I sway my perfect hips

And pout my red-tainted lips

While I flip my red-brown hair

I know you want me in your lair

How can you resist my charm

I'm a seductress, I am.

#dont-resist-me