You promised you would stay,
but you left.
You are still here, yes,
but not the way I want.
You don't care anymore
and it hurts hearing you say it.

I will get over myself.
I was never yours.
I promised you things I never had to even keep.
Things that supposedly made you feel better.

My heart is now decaying from the inside out.
But it hurts to say it is because of you.
I can't help but ruin myself because I fell for your lies.

I don't trust anyone anymore.
Nothing good happens to me when I do.
They just let me down.
Feed me lies.
Pretend to love me when they would rather not be around me.
And the thing is...
You were the worst of them all.

Sometimes I wish that you
would have never kissed me.
Never even met me,
but when I think about it...
I wouldn't be the way I am today.
I wouldn't have felt the false happiness I needed to feel.

You still broke me though.
You played me, lied to me,
and finally killed me inside by
saying you only loved the ***.

Now I'm just a cry for help.
You never said it, but
you seemed to imply it very strongly.

How could I have ever loved you?

You had once said we were soul mates,
but now I'm just a girl you choose to vent to...

Who for some ******* stupid reason still loves you.

Goodbye

Everyone has a star.
But some people can't find theirs.
You just need to wait and let it come to you.
Your star will find you and make you shine brighter than ever.

People crashing down alone
Left behind in heartless stone
My heart is filled with silence…………..

My wounded heart  is screaming loud
When I hear all lonely people shout
My heart is filled with silence…….

In the busy shopping streets
The lonely people’s heart scream loud their needs
My mind is filled with silence……..

In the rainy empty streets I walked alone
While my heart is beating like a falling stone
My mind is filled with silence……..

From the bedrooms I hear the empty screams of  loneliness
The screaming starves away in emptiness
My soul is filled with silence……..

The screaming of loneliness pinches through my mind
The screams are dying like a holy bless and starving blind
My soul is filled with silence…….

Their screams are crushing down  my brains
Like a heavy crown tied with chains
It throws  me down in silence….

I walked the deepest valley in lonely pain
My heart is breaking in a bleeding stream
My world is filled with silence…..

My heart breaks in  releasing human screaming sounds
And the warm blood of my heart touches gently the cold street ground
Forming letters one by one, touched by love in sacred silence….

Wild the blood streams out of my heart in slowly ending beats
Tender and carefully it touches the ground of the empty streets
Writing my name in a perfect silence………
By Unknown