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the moment when she hangs up the phone
and all you hear is  static
you  start crying
because you waited all day to hear her voice
and now shes gone
you miss her so much.....</3...
i say "im fine" or " im great"
but to be honest
im breaking...but wait
im broken that person i thought that loved me finally broke me
im hurt....im hurting
im trying to put on a fake smile but some times i cant help it
the frown just appears on my face
im not fine.......
  Jan 2015 maybe one more day
Ciarra
It's more than just constant worry,
It's fear.

The fear of the small things,
Did I leave the oven on?
Did I lock the door?
Do my socks match?

The fear of the big things,
Does he love me?
Am I annoying?
Is somebody following me?

The fear of seemingly impossible things,
What if somebody shoots up the school?
What if I die today from a meteor?
Are there robot overlords?

The fear of unfortunate possible things,
What if If I don't have exact change?
I don't know how to answer this question, what if the teacher calls on me?
I cant stop loving him, even though he probably doesn't know I exist

It is more than a constant worry,
It's fear.
my wrist are bleeding
i was trying so hard to stay clean
but i couldn't do it
i stopped counting at 140
and i wish i stopped
but it made most of the pain go away
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